Hi everyone,
just recently I started working the night shift full time from 10pm to 6pm.I also go to college full time.I feel like I am going to go crazy sometimes, probably because I am over tired and stressed.Can you lose you mind from too much stress and tiredness?
I have auditory hullicinations sometimes.Visual hillucinations are rare though they do happen to me if I haven't slept for a few days, which happens quite often when I have some big assignment at school.
Basically I don't know what to do, I am at a crossroads. The only way I can finish college is if I have money to pay for it and the only way I have enough money is if I work full time.But in the process I am really destroying my health and sanity. Perhaps I should go to school part time and work full or part time so I have more time to sleep?
But even when I do try to sleep it is almost impossible because I am thinking about essays and quizes all night.
I should also mention I have always had insomnia since I was young, it has always been hard for me to relax before bed and I wake up alot during the night when I am sleeping.
Anyone that has any suggestions on how I can handle my life better would help.Thanks