I am currently sixteen years of age, and was first diagnosed with mononucleosis at the age of fifteen. Over a year ago.
I was first infected by the illness during the summer of 2004, when I was out with a few friends. I suppose I made a mistake by sharing a cup, glass, lipstick or something of the sort with a person that night, and I became sick, instantly, the following morning.
I can't say that the one night did not change my life, because it has. Since that summer, I have been diagnosed eight other times with mono. My most recent was, infact, three nights ago. My tonsils are completely swollen/infected, and remain the same even when I am not fully feeling the symptoms. I am constantly drowsy, and cannot seem to easily pry myself out of bed unless I get a minimum of 10-12 hours of sleep every night. If I don't, I start to feel my tonsils beginning to become irritated, and so I pop back a few advil to numb the pain, and hope to god it will pass.
This time I wasn't as lucky. But I have an appointment to get my tonsils removed in september, and I am praying that it will stop this on-going trauma in my life. I am still in my teenage years, but my body feels as though it has aged drastically. I feel helpless some nights. I feel useless, and unloved. I don't think it's fair that any of us have to go through this sort of pain.. And I only hope that i, and the rest of you, get past this illness. It has been tearing holes in my heart, and I can barely live a normal life without worrying that what I am doing will affect my health, and perhaps bring the mono back. It has also come to the point that my friends, family and teachers are beginning to doubt me, and believe it an excuse I use to get out of certain situations. Which it is not. I don't understand how some people can be so incredibly ignorant and not care to look past what others believe to be true, appose to what is the truth.
I pray for my life back, and I pray for those who are in the same position as myself.
God bless you all.
-sainne