I dont know if this belongs here..But I have a major issue going on with myself. I still act like my ex-bf of 2 1/2 yrs is my bf. We still get together rather ocassionally and have sex but there are also time where we are fighting , screamning at each other and throwing things an then we always somehow end up having sex..

But when I know hes with another girl or even talkin to another girl I get immensely jealous. Oh and a little side note, we havnt been together for close to a 1 1/2 yrs.... I still tell my family that we are together, I lie to them all . An when I know my ex isnt answerin my call bc he doesnt want to have to invite me , or talk to me in front of his new "prospect". I drive by his house to see if his car is there. If its not there then I drive by his freinds house.. I call his friends phone *69 to see if they or him will answer... And the sick part is , I can go get with other guys but somehow I still think is justifiable that I do this .

We are basically good friends with occasional beneftits, bc at one point we were each others best friend. I just dont know how to let go of this emtion... I feel sick to my stomach knowing hes with *any* her other than me... I dont know what to do .