Hey u guys yah it has been a while for
me...But I havent been doing so good...I
know I have said and said I was going to
stop but I just cant!! And my body is
being beat up by me throwing up.....My
stomach hurts soo bad after I throw up
now..I have awfull pains in my chest when
throwing up..And exercing??? I no I
should get help but I cant b.C my mother
and I cant do that right now?? I dontno
what to do????? Im just so depressed???
And I want help but it is just to hard to
get..My mom has soo many problems w. My
brother ans 2 other sisters that I cant
ask for help right now I just cant do that
to her.....So I guess I would rather
die!!!
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damsel
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 21 May 2005 Posts: 69 Location: Melbourne, Australia
Posted: 07-10-05 18:55pm
Its hard, but I guess I can tell you this:
if your worried about upsetting your mum
and family by asking for help then imagine
how much pain they're gonna be in if you
die. Its hard to see the bigger picture,
I get that, but no matter how much time
your mum spend on your siblings she loves
you, and you love her. The world would be
a darker place without you in it, people
die needlessly everyday and if we could
just keep another beautiful soul alive,
the world would be better off. I know I
dont know you and I dont know exactly how
your feeling, i'm not sure anybody ever
will, but please talk to your mum if thats
what you need to do. I'm thinking of you,
ok? Love to you! :) xoxo
