I am just here, cause I do not know what else to do at this moment
i have such a low tolerance of stress

my vcr/dvd combo thing is hooked up, but it is not playing on the tv
i put on channel 3 even though the tv is not that old
ugh, it worked before, and I just had to walk away

i am an adult, and yet I want to throw a temper tantrum

really not handling things that go wrong as well as I use to

i miss my crazy boyfriend, I am just still in the mourning process, have to think of everything negative he did, the abuse, the yelling him scareing me

i just pray I can find someone with his positive attributes
being alone, sucks
i miss his friendship, just hanging out, and hugs,kisses
all of the good stuff

i got tapes from the library, on chakraas, I am trying to be a better person, learn and grow and get over my breakup, etc, be kind to myself,
and it is a set series, 12 tapes, and I lost one! I can't find one tape! :cry:

i am praying that I wil find it soon, I can not believe this
i am always reponsible,

guess I have been way too stressed out
i can not afford this 12 tape series, ugh caroyln myss...

I pray I can find it, god!!!!!! I need one miracle
i am embrassed that I have become irresponsible, ugh

stress can make you and your life a living heck

thanks for listening, even if no one writes to this
it helps me get to the next moment

thank god for this forum/board

thanks