hey guys
i'm a 19 year old male. i've had cholinergic urticaria for about a year and a half now. it started last june or july i think, when i moved to a new house after graduating from high school. it started out as just an itch that made the affected areas (my mid and upper back and upper chest) really red. i didn't know what it was but it didn't hurt or anything, just an annoying itch.
one day i was outside picking up some leaves. i'm not really sure when it was, but anyway when i started picking them up i started getting that itch again. i didn't want to scratch it because i had gloves on and they were dirty lol. it got too annoying though, so i rubbed my back slightly and BOOM i dropped to my knees in pain. i was so scared because it was so painful and i was embarrassed because i was outside where anyone could see. i walked into my house and ran to the bathroom but my brother was in the shower. i went to my room and threw off my shirt and laid on the hardwood floor. it started feeling better and when my bro got out of the shower i wet my shirt and finished picking up the leaves. i didn't tell anyone what happened, not sure why. i researched it but i couldn't figure out what it was.
after that, it was always painful, rather than just itchy. i tried to live normally with it but it was too hard. i stopped doing anything, and couldn't even step out of the house without the prickly feeling. after a while my family began to gradually see what was wrong with me. i don't think they knew how severe it was, but i couldn't explain it without getting itchy so i just let it be. my parents were/are very supportive of me though. i ended up moving back to my old house, where i am now. the symptoms stayed and are still with me currently, after living here for about a month and a half now. however, it has been getting better lately. for about 2 weeks its been pretty good, although i still get breakouts sometimes. i don't know if its getting better or if it is circumstantial or what.
one thing that i felt really helped me was when i figured out what i had and discovered this forum, about 3 weeks ago. my mom used to research all the time for me, because it was hard for me to look anything up without breaking out. she found cholinergic urticaria in one of her searches, and showed me the symptoms. i immediately said thats what i have. so anyway, i found this forum the next day and man it was such a relief lol. i felt like a huge load was taken off of me. i used to think i was some kind of anomaly or something lol, but reading all the stuff on this forum really helped me psychologically, and i want to thank u all for that

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also, one time i went on vacation to disneyland with my friend and his family. i was kinda scared when i was going because i didn't want to break out over there. i went anyway because i didn't want the breakouts to control my life, even though its hard for them not to. anyway, i did itch a couple times for the first two days, but for whatever reason when i'm in public i can somewhat control it. i think its because i don't panic, as opposed to when i'm at home and as soon as i feel anything i run to the bathroom or whatever. anyway, i itched the first couple days, but the last day or two, i was completely itch free. it was weird because it was extremely sunny while i was there, which is the type of weather that seemed to foster my breakouts. when i arrived home i felt "cured". after a few days it came back though, just as bad as before. i concluded that it was that house that i was "allergic" to, which is why i moved back here. however, after reading some of the posts here, i figure it was probably because my body's histamine supply was depleted.
for the last couple weeks (ever since i found out what i had) i have been taking benadryl (well the cheaper version of it). i have also been trying to exercise a bit, after reading that it could help. before, i was too terrified to do anything that would cause me to breakout, but i've been trying to muscle through the pain when i exercise. its been getting better, and i only itch when i get really uncomfortable, or when i'm playing basketball outside, which is a far cry from what it was like before. also, i was out from like 10 in the morning to 10 at night the other day, and i started itching a bit. i figure that it was from the cold or something, i'm not sure.
sorry for the long post, but i'd also like to add that i used to play basketball ALL the time, before i moved away. i also really did not want to move away from this town because its where i grew up and my life is here. so when i moved two things happened. 1) i must have been really stressed from moving away from my friends and stuff, although at the time i guess i either didn't admit it to myself or didn't care, but looking back i bet i was lol. 2) i stopped playing basketball for months, after playing it all the time. one of these things may have caused me to develop cholinergic urticaria.
again, sorry for the long post. its ok if u only scrolled down to the bottom lol i wont be mad. just wanted to share my little story. i'm not saying i'm cured or anything, but i am feeling better as of now

. good luck to u all. and one more thing, i beg u all not to lose hope. i'm not a suicidal kid or anything like that, but man a couple times when things were really bad i guess i just wished i hadn't been born. this forum really helped my confidence though, so just keep ur heads up people

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wishing for a cure, and hoping u all live a quality life
MO