Hey everyone! I just thought i'd write
here because i'm finding it really though
at the moment. Tomorrow I want to go to
the gym but I also want to take tablets
and I don't know what to do. I was
thinking I could do both but i'm not sure
if I should or not.
I can't it anymore being so fat, its
really getting me down. Tablets are just
so tempting and I love taking them,well no
thats not true I hate taking them but I
feel like at least i've hurt myself, at
least i've done something to show that i'm
no good and not worth anything.
I know it sounds weird but thats the way I
am and to be honest I don't know if i'm
asking anyone to give me advice because I
think i'm going to do it anyway but I just
wanted to say it to someone.
Ok well my computer is a bit broken right
now so I can't type really well. Thanks
to anyone who listened to my short
babble.
I hope you are all well, take care!
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damsel
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 21 May 2005 Posts: 69 Location: Melbourne, Australia
Posted: 07-03-05 06:26am
How did you cope with everything? So what
pills were you talking about, like diet
pills? Do they really work? I've never
tried them. I hope your not to messed up
about everything, I know what your
feeling. Do you talk to anyone about it?
Hmmm, its all very hard hey? Keep happy!
:) xoxo
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BrokenButterfly
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 29 Jun 2005 Posts: 28 Location: Ireland
Posted: 07-03-05 17:05pm
No hun, they are pills which I overdose
on, I like to think that one day I will
take enough to finish the job and i'll be
dead, thats just my wish. I have never
taken diet pills although I have bought
them, I ended up just throwing them out so
I can't tell you if they work or not,
sorry.
Life is just caca at the moment and I want
to take tablets everyday but I don't so
its not that bad I suppose although I will
be taking them tomorrow for sure, i've
already made up my mind about that so I
will go around tomorrow a little dopped on
tablets or maybe tomorrow will be my lucky
day and they might just kill me.
Anyway I don't think I should be saying
any more about that so I better go now.
I hope your well and thank you for
replying to me.
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damsel
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 21 May 2005 Posts: 69 Location: Melbourne, Australia
I'm So Naive, Sorry! Posted: 07-03-05 20:47pm
Don't I sound naïve? Here I was thinking
it was bloody diet pills, what medecine is
it? I used to have a thing with valium,
but i'm kinda over it. I hope you dont
take your pills, I really do, I dont know
what to say without being patronising, and
really it would be hypcritical of me. But
even though I dont know you from a bar of
soap, I do know that your too precious to
die yet, its not your time, you will leave
a void in peoples lives if you go. I just
want you to know i'm here for you if oyu
wanna e-mail me or pm me just to vent,
there's no judgment on this side of the
table. Please keep strong, i'm thinking
of you! :) xoxo
