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BrokenButterfly

New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 29 Jun 2005
Posts: 28
Location: Ireland
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Posted: 06-29-05 18:24pm

Hey everyone! I just thought i'd write here because i'm finding it really though at the moment. Tomorrow I want to go to the gym but I also want to take tablets and I don't know what to do. I was thinking I could do both but i'm not sure if I should or not.
I can't it anymore being so fat, its really getting me down. Tablets are just so tempting and I love taking them,well no thats not true I hate taking them but I feel like at least i've hurt myself, at least i've done something to show that i'm no good and not worth anything.
I know it sounds weird but thats the way I am and to be honest I don't know if i'm asking anyone to give me advice because I think i'm going to do it anyway but I just wanted to say it to someone.
Ok well my computer is a bit broken right now so I can't type really well. Thanks to anyone who listened to my short babble.
I hope you are all well, take care!
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damsel

Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 21 May 2005
Posts: 69
Location: Melbourne, Australia

Posted: 07-03-05 06:26am

How did you cope with everything? So what pills were you talking about, like diet pills? Do they really work? I've never tried them. I hope your not to messed up about everything, I know what your feeling. Do you talk to anyone about it? Hmmm, its all very hard hey? Keep happy! :) xoxo
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BrokenButterfly

New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 29 Jun 2005
Posts: 28
Location: Ireland

Posted: 07-03-05 17:05pm

No hun, they are pills which I overdose on, I like to think that one day I will take enough to finish the job and i'll be dead, thats just my wish. I have never taken diet pills although I have bought them, I ended up just throwing them out so I can't tell you if they work or not, sorry.
Life is just caca at the moment and I want to take tablets everyday but I don't so its not that bad I suppose although I will be taking them tomorrow for sure, i've already made up my mind about that so I will go around tomorrow a little dopped on tablets or maybe tomorrow will be my lucky day and they might just kill me.
Anyway I don't think I should be saying any more about that so I better go now.
I hope your well and thank you for replying to me.
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damsel

Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 21 May 2005
Posts: 69
Location: Melbourne, Australia
I'm So Naive, Sorry!
Posted: 07-03-05 20:47pm

Don't I sound naïve? Here I was thinking it was bloody diet pills, what medecine is it? I used to have a thing with valium, but i'm kinda over it. I hope you dont take your pills, I really do, I dont know what to say without being patronising, and really it would be hypcritical of me. But even though I dont know you from a bar of soap, I do know that your too precious to die yet, its not your time, you will leave a void in peoples lives if you go. I just want you to know i'm here for you if oyu wanna e-mail me or pm me just to vent, there's no judgment on this side of the table. Please keep strong, i'm thinking of you! :) xoxo
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