Its after 4am in the morning, I am still
up, I tried to sleep but I have a bad
tooth on top of everything else. I've
been so upset about the dr, appt I had
yesterday.. I'd had an " accident " so
to speak,
, while waiting for
the doc to come to the exam room ( ibs
decided to kick in ). I was some what
embarrassed about it , had to run,missed.
.... Anyway was not happy when the doc
showed up, I think it also made the doc
uncomfortable as well, a slightly" weepy
woman" . Then to act as tho I was not
even there when I tried to get him to0
listen tome as I went over list of test
for lupus , made the statment if my test
for ana did come back normal that it would
be absolute proof that my problem wasn't
lupus. No question about that, I felt as
tho I was a fly on the wall
I am
very thankful for the link to the lupus
org. :d i've been reading for hours I
plan on contacting the foundation tommorow
here in phoenix. They will recommend a
doctor for me someone who specializes in
lupus
well thanks for
listening,,,, sorry if I go on at times...
Lily
