My ex bipolar boyfriend,
is still emailing me!!!!!!!!!!! I read a few, although I probaly should have just deleated them

one said I need help, which is true.


I have been really stressed, but most of that stress was dealing with his massive mood swings, he delusions, him thinking I am sleeping around when I was at his home the whole week cause I was sick

and the abusridty goes on and on so I can't

insanity is doing the same thing over and over again

so I can't, why won't he leave me alone

i need help fine, I accept that, but that does not mean I have to be with him
he needs help too

we had an unhealthy relationship

my bulimia came back, during this period, so I need to take care of myself
if he loved me, he would leave me alone

and stop filling up my email mailbox, the subject headings just repeat themeselves, what a hyprocrite I am, how I have lost my soul,

the letters are not threatening, just mean, saying I am bulimic vomit breath and I am a prostitute and all

which being a prostitute is false.


Ugh, I do not want to go to court, this whole thing could be such a mess, drama
and I am already so stressed out, ugh

thank you for all your support through this, is the worst thing in my life
i am in a crisis, I pray this guy will forever leave me alone

i am trying to get my life back together, grow, be a better person
and move to anohter state by the end of this year or next year.


Thanks for posting, I hope I can through this experience ok, I pray