Hi Kadtre,
thank you so much for your words.
i'll pray for you.
i understand that hope is the only link with life.
but sometimes i think it's just easier to give up, to put an end to that mess. it's so hard not getting the power to do or to be just what i want. when i was little, i was told babies arrive with a big hug and a lot of love. i couldn't imagine it would need chance, hope, pills too. i'm feeling so empty. more than frustrated. certain days, i'm feeling useless. i'm a woman but i'm not complete.
since i can remember i used to say around that i will have 4 children. and it's still my desire.
nevertheless, i thank you again for your post. you brought me a piece of serenity. i knew i wasn't the only one whi sufer from not getting pregnant. but now i know you, i can't show me selfish and so i'll share my hipes and my prays with you.
both we will be beautiful mother-to-be !
my name is Elsa. what's yours ?