Biploar ex boyfriend is making my life a living hell.

I wish I could rewind the hands of time

he was so nice just days ago

now, he is mean, vindictive, really out of control

i am scared of what to do

i do not have any proof, just my word against his
a he said she said thing.

I am scared

i just want to be left alone forever,

we broke up, leave it at that, I pray he will understand this.

If I get a restraining order, I feel it may make things worse
if I don't, ugh

he can turn things on me, although there is no proof of me doing anything wrong, I did not do anything wrong
except love him and put up with his caca

ugh, my life sucks, his bipolar or whatever his problem, man

he threatened to call the cops on me, but the cops did come
just the whole thing, I do not want to be a part of, ugh

man,

insanity is doing the same thing over and over again, expecting different results,
i just want to start my life over,

man, why did this happen to me? No one deserves this.