Hey everyone, i've had a really bad day today. Its been a bad few years, but today I just dont wanna go on. If there were something I could do just to make all my stresses go away I would, but it seems never ending! I've cut my self and been anorexic/bulimic for a few years and I just dont trust anyone anymore, i've been let down too many times. I've got really low self esteem and self worth, especially with guys, i've been used so many times. I'm the girl who isn't girlfriend material, just "abit of fun", but the sad thing is I let it happen, I just want male attention I guess. Hmmmm, I dont think I can say much more, I feel like a bloody whinger. I guess what I wanted to know was if anyone has any advice or something...I just wanna get out of this hell and be happy. I'm 19, I should be having fun...Anyways love to you all! Xoxo