Even when im not having anxiety or
anything I still feel soooooo out ther
that its not even funny I feel as
everything is a dream like its not real
like I dont know how im living or wakeing
up or anything I cant feel myself walking
its like im not even doing it I cant feel
myself talking cause its like everything I
say I cant comprehend it and it scares me
this is not like a depressed feeling of
like oh no im down in the dumps its more
like soo out there that you cant even feel
depressed cause you feel sooo weird like
your on a trip and your not comeing back
and it makes me soo mad and upset cause I
cant feel right ever even right now as I
type this down its all the time it neaver
goes away I try to cope with it but its
soo hard to do that when you dont have
hardley any reality you know its like ive
lost it all and there is no comeing back I
try to get out and go places but thats
even worse cause it makes me feel even
more out there like its not even real what
im seeing and feeling its like I cant feel
anything my emotions are all gone cause of
this its like I do things and I dont know
I even do them and that scares me cause
what if I do something crazy and not even
know I do it you know I dont wanna die I
just want this health question to go away
or at least be solved cause its getting
worse and ive been living this way for a
long time ive been stuck inside my house
in my room doing nothing cause I feel soo
bad and out there what could it be?
Nobody knows they say anxiety they sey
depression but its soo much more thats
unreal and I cant figure it out and it
sucks so if anybody feels this way I feel
for ya I know your pain so if you do feel
like this email me back or im me and lets
work on this together try to figure it out
you cant e mail me at paterack
321@aol.Com thanks.....
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JSAC
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 30 Jun 2005 Posts: 7 Location: Oklahoma
Eery Feelings Posted: 07-03-05 23:36pm
Hello. Could relate to your story 100%!
I have experienced these type of
"feelings" all of my life! I am 34 years
old and still have experiences of them.
I can honestly tell you that they are
truly "anxiety" possibly conjoined with
panic attacks! You can talk yourself
into these and keep yourself into them,
allowing yourself to get deeper and
deeper. Likewise, you can talk yourself
right out of them. I was hospitalized
with them at the early age of 13 when I
completely blacked out having one!
Everyone including the doctors thought
that I was having an epileptic fit, or on
some kind of drugs. Tests proved both
negative. Since, I still can experience
these type of feelings, especially if I am
under a tremendous amount of stress or
overly tired. However, in order to
overcome these, you have got to learn to
pull yourself out of it just as you allow
yourself to go into it. It is only in
your mind and you can control it!
Good luck, I will pray for you!
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weird
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 02 Jun 2005 Posts: 57 Location: conway sc
Hey Posted: 07-04-05 04:28am
I dont have anxiety or panic attacks all
the time the onley thing that causes me to
have anxiety is this its not just anxiety
itself because I feel like this all the
time its not just cause I have a panic
attack or anxiety and it just goes away
after the anxeity goes away its something
constant all the time even when im typeing
this right now its really weird its
something thats hard to explain its like I
know what im doing but its relly weird
like my brain is not processing it or
something its hard for me to talk cause it
feels so wierd like I cant feel myself
talk or something keep in mind this is
all the time 24 hours a day plus its like
I cant feel myself walking like im not
doing it or something but im not haveing
anxiety or panic attacks at the time so it
cant be just anxiety or panic or stress
that just adds on to the feeling makeing
it worse so this is something that never
lets up at all im thinking it could be a
neurological problem or maybie a chemical
imbalence plus some derealization and
depersonalization I dont know but its
something and it sucks ill tell you that
much it just sucks to have to wake up
everyday not knowing whats wrong with you
and haveing to suffer you know........
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JSAC
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 30 Jun 2005 Posts: 7 Location: Oklahoma
Hey Posted: 07-06-05 20:32pm
I began taking an antidepressant after I
had my daughter 5 years ago. I can tell
you that since I have been taking them, I
do not have as many "feelings" (as I call
them). You may consider talking to your
family practice doctor, it very well could
be a chemical imbalance that could very
easily be treated with something as minor
as an antidepressant.
I will pray that you find something that
will assist in receiving some peace with
this inner horror!
