Man, you are literally playing with your life! If you have been diagnosed w/hepc or liver damage, I promise you that your "experiment" should not be considered a form of pain management !
I'm not gonna "preach" to you as I am a firm believer in "live and let live". Just hurts my heart to hear of another young life is going to be taken because of alcohol. Such a big deal is made out of weed and cigarettes and I would bet "the farm" that statistics would prove that alcohol kills more people and precludes more health issiues/problems than tobacco. They wanna talk about secondhand smoke, uuummm, what about all of the innocent people that are killed or paralyzed or are reduced to a vegetative state as a result of someones drinking?
Like I said man,not "singin' to da' choir" it just hurts my heart for you as I know the long agonizing death resulting from drinking too much. I've been watching my beautiful 40 year old sister suffering from the ravishing affects of alcohol for 5 years. Believe me, it's not pretty.
The really sad part is that she has a 10 year old son that has watched her suffer for half of his life and now,over the next few weeks, he will watch her die. And go to her funeral.
Please don't take your pain lightly
bye the way, yes, I drink, occasionally and no , I don't smoke. I chose to quit a few years ago, but I do still enjoy a cigarette occasionally.
Good luck