What happened with your fiance is a warning sign. I am sure that he has never done anything like it before, but that doesn't mean that it is okay. There is no reason for anyone to ever put there hands on you in any way that is unwelcome, especially to potentially harm you! It seems like he might have been guilty also, because even after saying he was sorry repeatedly, he managed to blame you. Even if you did do something wrong, he physically abused you, that is unforgivable. Please be cautious with your heart, I know it will hurt to let him go now, but imagine the pain you will feel if this happens again, it can become a vicious cycle. Friends and family will be more than happy to help you get through any hard times with this. Please don't let yourself be another statistic. I can imagine that it would be hard to end your engagement, but you need to look out for yourself. You deserve someone who will treat you like a queen. . . It doesn't seem to me that your fiance does. My advice would be to end it, as hard as it will be, it's most likely the best thing you can do for yourself.