Hi scared and confused

I am not really replying to give you an answer to your questions, but more to let you know that I understand how you feel. I am 22 and i'm going through the exact same thing right now; my doctor also said I have severe displasia. They took a biopsy and some more cultures. I am very scared and confused and worried that not only will I maybe not be able to have children, but how will I deal with learning to live with hpv? I'm single (the guy I contracted hpv from was the only guy I had ever slept with) and now I will have to tell any man I want to be intimate with about the hpv and that he will get it from me. I'm afraid if any guy knows I have hpv, well, who would voluntarily want hpv? And I don't want to give it to anyone.... And also how I will deal if my test results come back and I have cervical cancer? I know someway, anyone in our position, is forced to deal somehow. But, I understand, i'm just as confused and I get scared too!
Scared and confused too!