hello everyone!
I am 16 and have suffered from anxiety my whole life, it worstened around my early teens.. i have read all of your comments and i have all the same issues!! It went from depression, not eating, i lost weight, couldnt breath, always always going to the doctors for all the symptoms of anxiety that obviously you all are aware of and are dealing with, i even would stay in hospital parking lots just to feel safe!! its horrible..MY dad has anxiety very bad and my mom as well, so unfortunately i have it too! My doctor has tried and tried different medications but it just doesnt seem to work.. As you know anxiety is very real and only those who experience it know the feeling..
BUT if you are not aware that it is all mind controlled then now you know.. if ever you feel jittery, cant sit still, your mind is racing, cant breath and the tight/closing throat then try to stay calm and focus on the fact that you CAN control it and it will go away!! Yes, i know that the tight closing, ball in the throat is very scary and uncomfortable, personally i think its the worst part of having panic/anxiety disorder, BUT its not real and it wont hurt you!! Do something that will keep ya busy!! There is no knowing when but you will get better, and you eventually learn to control it after dealing with anxiety and panic attacks for a long time.. you can NOT die but you do feel as if you are dying or having a heart attack..
I couldnt go to school, i was out of school for 6 months, never ate in resturants, did not like to go into any stores, you name it!! the best thing to do is DO all of those things that trigger your anxiety, hiding from it all will only worsten it... anxiety is a constant battle but you have to keep fighting against it!! do not let it control you!! Something that may help is, your body can not deal with the stress anxiety causes on you so eventually you get use to it all and it DOES leave!! Sometimes returning around stressful times or sometimes even out of the blew.. but if you just focus on the fact that it can not harm you, you CAN control it!!
I truly hope this helped, as long as this post was, it really will help ya think positve!!
Take it easy