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Hi,
i suffered with sleep paralysis for about 15 years off and on without being on meds. My first experience happend when I was about 16 years old and my last episode was about 6 months ago, I can say that as I get older, I get less and less sleep paralysis experiences, which I used to enjoy. Toward the end, I was able to use my sleep paralysis experiences to become stronger, and to understand myself . 95% of the time, my sleep paralysis experiences would turn into a lucid dream
sometimes my experiences were scary, but I trained myself not be afraid of them, I would just try to relax and think 'i am not afraid of you, let me see where you are so I can fight you' thoughts...
One time I had a sleep paralysis episode that turned into a dream...
I dreamt that I was being chased by a giant monster through out my house. I was very scared. But then...I realized that I was dreaming, and it wasn't real....I had a choice, I could have changed my dream. Instead, I decided to face the #*@!Ing monster. I dreamed up a giant axe and started hacking the thing to death. Needless to say, I woke up empowered and stronger :lol:
my advice to you. Repeat several motivational/empowering mantras thru out the day, like "i am strong" or "i'm not afraid of you" or something like that. Think of this as a 'message in abottle' so that when you have a sleep paralysis episode, you have a inner strength to help you through the scary experiences.
Many times, the scarry experiences are the stressfull memories you are blocking that are trying to surface....When you feel strong enough, try to face these "monsters" or scarry whispers during your sleep paralysis episodes, you wil feel better when waking up
i hope this helps!