I was with a man who is bipolar , ocd and personaliy disorder, he was incredible on the beginning , but after I was feeling something is wrong with him, always something weird, he lie a lot, he hide so many things.
The first time he did something in from of me , I was on panic, he cut himself, every time we fight he did something like that, the last time he burn his arm , but not only that he try to kill himself 3 times already and I save his like 2, after all those incidents my life change 100% , I was dedicate just for him, I was living and worry just for him, but my memories what he did to me on the past always was there and maybe I never forgive it , but now im not with him anymore, his parents acuse me im the only one guilty of his actions, I know its not truth, but made me feel guilty , don't let me talk to him , I feel desperate because I love him with all my heart, I start to feel very depress, I dont know what else to do, I start my teraphy I hope that help me.
Please any advice?