I Really Hate Mornings!!! Anyone Feel the Same Way??? Posted: 06-15-05 10:49am
I dont have a job no more at my call
centre. It was only temporary until
school was over. Now I am jobless and
very depressed. Im just here sitiing at
home while it is hot and sunny outside. I
dont like to look out my window and seeing
the hot weather cuz I feel like im missing
out on somehting or I am behind in my life
or soemthing. I keep saying to myself im
gonna hand out resumees tomroow but I keep
repeating myself when the day comes. Its
just that when I wake up in the mornings I
feel like caca. Im tryi8ng to morivate
myself but it can be hard sometimes. I
think that what is really importan t for
people who are down are a really good
support system like friends you can count
on. But somedays/mornings, I feel like I
am lacking in a good friend that I can
always call. I think that is part of
where my depression comes in. But then as
soon as my friend calls, I feel so happy
and my depression is all gone. I feel so
energized that I can do anything. Its
soooo annoying. And when I meet up with
them I have so much fun. And then when I
am done hanging out with them I come home
and feel good again and not nervous or
anxious anymore. I guess it is just the
mornings, I need a boost. I really really
hate mornings! Does anyone feel the same
way about the morning time????? Maby I am
lacking in self esteem or something cuz I
hate the way I look in the morning and I
just hate getting ready. But when I get
all ready and dressed, then I feel so much
better. But then I think to myself, well
in the future when I marry someone, how
will I wake up beside them everymorning
looking like this, and then I become
depressed again just thinking about it
all.........
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poetmcc
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 25 Mar 2005 Posts: 273
You Are Not Alone In Feeling This Way Posted: 06-15-05 20:04pm
Hey down123, I can relate to you very well
on this one. Only I feel depressed at
night time. Now that it is hot and sunny,
I feel suffocated at home, like I am
alwauys depressed, worried and anxious
about stupid stuff like my health and
stuff. I just feel like throwing my head
down and crying. Do you feel this way
too?
I am in the same position- I dont have a
good friend to call on, I do have a friend
next door and I feel so much better when I
talk to her and stuff but as soon as I get
home I feel depressed and wortless
especially at night. I wish I were
motivated to stuff like you said but I
feel like sh*t most of the time.
You are not alone in this at all. Please
pm me if you ever want to. My yahoo
messenger screename is poetmcc.
Take care and let's keep each other
cheered up. Btw, are you a student? I am
a 15 year old high school student.
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Jemini
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 25 May 2005 Posts: 58 Location: Australia
Posted: 06-16-05 06:21am
Oh yes I hate mornings to! The thought of
having to face another day i'm filled with
some what a little dread because I have to
and put on a face and show that "hey i'm
normal like you" face.
It is hard when you do get out of a job
and try to get back into another one, it
took me 6 months (not that i'm saying it
will take you that long because everyone
is different). My self esteem and
confidence got a huge battering when I was
rejected from job after job interviews.
But as you have pointed out sounds like
you have some good friends, I am grateful
that I have good friends that helped me in
ways they could to keep my motivation
up.
Maybe try to tell your best friend whats
going on and i'm sure they will be happy
to help you out in best they can!
How long have you been working for? Maybe
it's a good time to have a break from
working and have a small break from the
workforce to maybe recharge yourself?
Good luck! Something will come
eventually, it's all about the waiting and
being patient game!
