No matter how bad your pain is, please dont kill yourself, it may feel like your never gonna get any better but you will, think about the pain and hurt your family will go through, they will suffer more with the loss of you, I know at times you feel like no one understands, and no matter what you do or try nothing works, but you cant give up, there are many treatments available, I at times feel like giving up, and it seems like my problems only happen to me, but if someone isnt offering me the help I need I keep going to the next doctor, and I will keep going until someone finally gives me the help I need, sometimes you feel all alone, and no one cares, and its depressing, but life is so precious, I think about other people who have more serious health problems, severe disfigurements , loss of body parts, cancer, etc. Then I realize what im experiencing is nothing compared to what they have gone through, I value each day im here, all you can do is take it day by day, your not alone, dont give up it will get easier. Taking your life is not a solution.