I met this guy we will call john on new years eve. We are very different people because he has a child, he is 23, has had many sex partners, use to do drugs, used to party, doesn't have a car, works at a resturaunt, no college. I am the complete opposite. I am going to school to be a doctor, i'm 19, a virgin, never done any drugs, drinks occasionally. We still clicked for some odd reason. He said he wanted someone to make him a better person. We started dating until about the middle of april when he told me that he just wanted to be friends because he needed to figure things out. I couldn't bear losing him and he said he still liked me, he just didn't want the title. We still acted like bf and gf. I slept there every night, was with him all of the time, we were exclusive to each other, he would kiss me in public, ect. Then about 4 days ago he met up with a girl he liked 5 years ago. He hasn't really talked to me since. Says he still likes me but wants to try things with her and wants to have fun. I am completely devastated because I am pretty sure I am in love with the boy. ::sighs:: what should I do?