Need to Talk to Anyone =( Posted: 06-08-05 20:47pm
Hello my name is larry im a 33 yr old with
depresstion badly I have no friends no
social life no job no house live with
my sis and have a bad body condition some
life isnt it?The only thing thats holding
my life together is my two pets and gf
without them I wouldnt even made a first
post I had post a topic here long ago and
thought I would had friends to help me but
sadly they disapeared from my life my gf
makes me feel depressed on the words she
say to me dont know whats wrong with me I
cry I know that make me sound weak to some
its another drawback I have with a weak
hart just want bang my head on the wall or
step out in front of a moving car and get
it over with sometimes I get confussed
and there times I feel like I was a
mistake being born my younger brother
should had this life not me feel like my
life is going to completly end I need
anyone to talk to anyone needs a good
friend that always be in there life my
email is the_unknown_watcher@hotmail.Com
:cry:
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lil_blaze2004
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Posted: 06-08-05 21:08pm
Have you tried medication. Also maybe
once you got a job and a place of your own
things would seem brighter.
Also people don;t like being around people
who are down on themselves and that could
have to do with your friends leaving.
I had really bad depression/nervous
breakdown a few years ago and have been on
paxil since about 1999 ( I am only 25yrs
old) what we found out was I was born
with no seratonin so it waskind of a
chemical imbalance making me the way I
was.
A lot happened in my short life that I
thought I could not handle and after
really trying to die (i have horrible
scars now) I finally got some help.
I now have my own home, a great job (well
I am on maternity leave as I am expecting
a lil boy in a couple of weeks), a great
boyfriend (who does not abuse me because I
know now I am better than that) and
everything in my life seems great. I
have close friends and don't associate
with the scum I used to.
Anyway, check out your options, get some
help, see if it's an imabalance and see if
there are meds out there to help you.
Good luck.
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Joined: 10 Jul 2004 Posts: 26 Location: USA
Posted: 06-13-05 21:48pm
Hi sorry about getting back to u so late
been and still sick feel miserable I have
been on anti depressent prozact was one of
them too and they seem not to work yep I
belive so about have my own place job and
my girl I would belive I have everything I
all need nope I dont think my friends left
cause that they too had there bad times
and come to me for advice or to talk it
out just belive they went there own ways
or couldnt aford have the net whatever the
anser is I need not attach myself to
someone so far away unless they willing
to keep in touch im glad that u had help
and sorry that the past life u has was bad
congrads on the baby boy=) happy that u
got your life back on track and glad your
bf dont abuse u too cause I get so mad
think someone hits on the ones that love
them I too like have a baby when my gf is
ready and I get my life fixed hope talk
to u more lil_blaze2004 whats your name
and email if u wouldnt mind I talk to u
and anyone else too is welcome to talk to
a loner if they want
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lil_blaze2004
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Posted: 06-13-05 22:24pm
Have you tried therapy? Getting a hobby?
Try diff things.
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Joined: 10 Jul 2004 Posts: 26 Location: USA
Posted: 06-14-05 16:28pm
Nope havent try that was thinking about it
yep have had differnt kinds hobbys that I
lost intress in :( only one is keeping me
happy so far is my girl that I hope she
marry me soon at least I have a part of a
life sorry cant write so much just feeling
ill and going docts tommorow
