Hey you are sounding let down again. You sound so confident when you give others advice, no one would ever know how much you are suffering.
I think a lot of us can relate to how you feel right now, I feel like I am in the drak even though my eating disorder seems to have gotten better on its own...But I did horrible on my final exams, I feel this is just another mark of failure in life and how worthless I am.
So I can relate to you right now and unfortunately the only advice I have is to hang in there, life is a bumpy ride and the journey out of an eating disorder is arduos and steep but you'll getthere. Try to cheer up hun, think of something you enjoy and talk to your therapists, pm me if you want . I am there for you.
"everything will be all right in the end and if its not all right it is not the end." smile- it can only make your day bright.
I am thinking of you, keep posting on how you're doing and live as much as you can. Life is too short to be spent worrying about dying and evn though you feel that way, it will get better as it used to be before this happened.