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Q: Dying, Death, Disppear
asked by: lostoyou on June 8th, 2005
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I don't know whats happening to me. Its just getting too difficult to continue on. Every night I plan to die the next day and its getting so real yet its so different because i'm not scared at all, I want to get it over with, I want to die.
I don't know how things have changed but they have and its just so weird. I have no want to stay around, none at all and even though I have made some great friends in the past while I just can't get rid of the want to die. Its getting so strong even more then it used to be and i;m not sure where I am going to end up.
I think its the summer because usually in summer I am very happy and everything seems great but this summer is different, its not like the others. Although the sun is shinning and the weather is good I am still in the dark, there is only darkness and I can't get away from it.
I hate this so much, I just want it to end, I want it all to be over.
I don't know why i'm writing this here but I have so i'm sorry to those who had to read this, don't mind me i'm just mad.
I hope you are all well!
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poetmcc
replied on June 8th, 2005
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Hey you are sounding let down again. You sound so confident when you give others advice, no one would ever know how much you are suffering.

I think a lot of us can relate to how you feel right now, I feel like I am in the drak even though my eating disorder seems to have gotten better on its own...But I did horrible on my final exams, I feel this is just another mark of failure in life and how worthless I am.

So I can relate to you right now and unfortunately the only advice I have is to hang in there, life is a bumpy ride and the journey out of an eating disorder is arduos and steep but you'll getthere. Try to cheer up hun, think of something you enjoy and talk to your therapists, pm me if you want . I am there for you.

"everything will be all right in the end and if its not all right it is not the end." smile- it can only make your day bright.

I am thinking of you, keep posting on how you're doing and live as much as you can. Life is too short to be spent worrying about dying and evn though you feel that way, it will get better as it used to be before this happened.
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hurt28
replied on June 12th, 2005
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Hey hun im feeling the same way to right now...The only reason I wanted help for my e.Dis because I dont want to die..But lately I dont care I just feel like letting go and I just want to end my life right now...I have tried so many times before...I have o.D but no one ever found out and I dunno I was o.K with the fact I may never wake up again as long as I was not on earth..Maby I just think there is something better than this place and it will be alot easier??? I dunno??? Well hun I will ttyl ok byebye
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deathx
replied on July 3rd, 2005
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Aint been around for long and it pains me to hear what your going through. The reason your prolly not enjoying summer is because of your mood, now your seeing other people outside been happy and the days are longer and its harder to hide away in actually darkness and its expected for people to be out in the summer. Alas, there are more suicides in summer than in winter i.E xmas/new year.

Please don't do anything you'd regret.

Please keep on living.
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