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Q: What Is Wrong With Me?

asked by: weird on June 4th, 2005

Experienced User

Every time I wake up its like I don’t know were i’m at and I feel so out there like I don’t know what i’m doing anymore so it makes it so hard to even get out of bed or open my eyes cause I feel so messed up that I don’t know what to do I cant hardly speak or even go outside or talk to my parents anymore its like it’s a struggle to do anything its like i’m retarded or something but I know it and that’s what hurts and makes me feel so bad most of the time I cant even feel anything its like i’m in a fog or dream or something and it scares me bad and it makes me so angry and want not to live anymore or even wake up cause I know its goanna be the same thing all over again its like why am I even living what’s the point when I cant do anything for anybody or even myself its even hard for me to type this right now i’m so out of it…… :( :( :(

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poetmcc

replied on June 4th, 2005

Experienced User

You sound like you are really depressed. The best bet for you is to see a Dr. For maybe medication or couseling.
When did you begin to fee like this? After a traumatic event? Break- up? Identifying this maybe the first step to get better.
Take care and keep posting on how you're doing.

Jemini

replied on June 5th, 2005

Experienced User

Yeah I second what poetmcc says.
There have been times like that when I wasn't only any medication that I all I wanted to do was try and "rid" myself of this world because the world seemed to feel like it was against, I wanted to aviod leaving the house in fear that people would thing I was this digusting walking thing.
All I ever wanted to do was stay in bed and sleep, dreaming became by world because there I was "safe" and "happy".
But you can't let it take over because it nearly broke me, so getting some help is the best thing you can do. If you don't want to see a doc and meds don't appeal to you, let your friends and family know, because once they know they are there for you no matter what.
Hope things turn round for you.

weird

replied on June 12th, 2005

Experienced User

What Could It Be?

It like I dont know im walking its like im floating or something and it feels like I dont know im talking its like my brain cant perceive it or something I cant look at fast movements cause it flips me out its so weird I cant even look at myself in the mirrer its so bad what could that be? How can I fix it?

glum

replied on June 12th, 2005

New User

The first thing you have to do is get yourself to your doctor to assess the situation!!!

Jemini

replied on June 12th, 2005

Experienced User

Re: What Could It Be?

weird wrote:

it like I dont know im walking its like im floating or something and it feels like I dont know im talking its like my brain cant perceive it or something I cant look at fast movements cause it flips me out its so weird I cant even look at myself in the mirrer its so bad what could that be? How can I fix it?

you may even have a form of disorder called depersonalization it can come from depression.

Where you are deattached from your body, feeling like your looking from the outside in. Its a way to make you feel as though you "think" your not going through anything, like a form of denial. Do reach out to someone, we can't cure ourselves.

weird

replied on June 12th, 2005

Experienced User

Hey

Ive been to the docs and they sed that its depression and anxiety but it seems to be soo much more than that I know what depression and anxiety feels like but I wanna know what this constant feeling of not being able to hardly talk because it feels soo weird like I cant feel myself talking or something what the hell is that? It cant be just anxiety and depression thats making me feel like that all the time ........

Jemini

replied on June 12th, 2005

Experienced User

And have your docs recommended any meds? Or a referral to a good physcotheropist?
Have you pinned pointed where all this started and how? Was it something that happened in your past that is causing you to act like this because you've been trumatised in some way so your mind/body is reacting like this?
Even try hypotism?
If you found out what is making you feel like this exactly? Then things may change.
Try some relaxation or meditation?

MissJudged

replied on June 29th, 2005

New User

Hey, im sorry about how you feel I hope you are feeling better.
i could help you get some help if you want.

Thanx and feel better.

-missjudged

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