Every time I wake up its like I don’t
know were i’m at and I feel so out there
like I don’t know what i’m doing
anymore so it makes it so hard to even get
out of bed or open my eyes cause I feel so
messed up that I don’t know what to do I
cant hardly speak or even go outside or
talk to my parents anymore its like it’s
a struggle to do anything its like i’m
retarded or something but I know it and
that’s what hurts and makes me feel so
bad most of the time I cant even feel
anything its like i’m in a fog or dream
or something and it scares me bad and it
makes me so angry and want not to live
anymore or even wake up cause I know its
goanna be the same thing all over again
its like why am I even living what’s the
point when I cant do anything for anybody
or even myself its even hard for me to
type this right now i’m so out of
it…… :( :( :(
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poetmcc
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 25 Mar 2005 Posts: 273
Posted: 06-04-05 14:44pm
You sound like you are really depressed.
The best bet for you is to see a Dr. For
maybe medication or couseling.
When did you begin to fee like this?
After a traumatic event? Break- up?
Identifying this maybe the first step to
get better.
Take care and keep posting on how you're
doing.
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Jemini
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 25 May 2005 Posts: 58 Location: Australia
Posted: 06-05-05 01:55am
Yeah I second what poetmcc says.
There have been times like that when I
wasn't only any medication that I all I
wanted to do was try and "rid" myself of
this world because the world seemed to
feel like it was against, I wanted to
aviod leaving the house in fear that
people would thing I was this digusting
walking thing.
All I ever wanted to do was stay in bed
and sleep, dreaming became by world
because there I was "safe" and "happy".
But you can't let it take over because it
nearly broke me, so getting some help is
the best thing you can do. If you don't
want to see a doc and meds don't appeal to
you, let your friends and family know,
because once they know they are there for
you no matter what.
Hope things turn round for you.
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weird
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 02 Jun 2005 Posts: 57 Location: conway sc
What Could It Be? Posted: 06-12-05 01:44am
It like I dont know im walking its like im
floating or something and it feels like I
dont know im talking its like my brain
cant perceive it or something I cant look
at fast movements cause it flips me out
its so weird I cant even look at myself in
the mirrer its so bad what could that be?
How can I fix it?
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glum
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 11 Jun 2005 Posts: 9 Location: swansea
Posted: 06-12-05 04:04am
The first thing you have to do is get
yourself to your doctor to assess the
situation!!!
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Jemini
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 25 May 2005 Posts: 58 Location: Australia
Re: What Could It Be? Posted: 06-12-05 05:14am
weird
wrote:
it like I dont know im
walking its like im floating or something
and it feels like I dont know im talking
its like my brain cant perceive it or
something I cant look at fast movements
cause it flips me out its so weird I cant
even look at myself in the mirrer its so
bad what could that be? How can I fix
it?
you may even have a form of disorder
called depersonalization it can come from
depression.
Where you are deattached from your body,
feeling like your looking from the outside
in. Its a way to make you feel as though
you "think" your not going through
anything, like a form of denial. Do
reach out to someone, we can't cure
ourselves.
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weird
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 02 Jun 2005 Posts: 57 Location: conway sc
Hey Posted: 06-12-05 17:08pm
Ive been to the docs and they sed that its
depression and anxiety but it seems to be
soo much more than that I know what
depression and anxiety feels like but I
wanna know what this constant feeling of
not being able to hardly talk because it
feels soo weird like I cant feel myself
talking or something what the hell is
that? It cant be just anxiety and
depression thats making me feel like that
all the time ........
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Jemini
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 25 May 2005 Posts: 58 Location: Australia
Posted: 06-12-05 20:13pm
And have your docs recommended any meds?
Or a referral to a good physcotheropist?
Have you pinned pointed where all this
started and how? Was it something that
happened in your past that is causing you
to act like this because you've been
trumatised in some way so your mind/body
is reacting like this?
Even try hypotism?
If you found out what is making you feel
like this exactly? Then things may
change.
Try some relaxation or meditation?
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MissJudged
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 02 May 2005 Posts: 8 Location: new York
Posted: 06-29-05 10:01am
Hey, im sorry about how you feel I hope
you are feeling better. If you need
someone to talk to you can email me at pri
incesz190@hotmail.Com
i could help you get some help if you
want.
Thanx and feel better.
-missjudged
