Hi everyone, my name is michael hawkey. I am a master of arts student in anthropology at massey university in new zealand.
As part of my thesis year I would like to look at internet groups for depression among males. Essentially i’m interested in learning about why people use the forums and what you get out of them.
My research will be conducted entirely on-line and all names- both real and usernames kept anonymous.
I’m mainly looking for any male participants who could spare some time every now and then with generally email based interviews and discussions. I hope that the results that I get from all of you will be of use and interest in areas of treatment of depressed peoples like us.
I’d also like to take this opportunity to introduce myself, academics aside. About two years ago I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety from my doctor. I’m not really sure how long I have suffered from the two, but the more I think about it the longer it seems. For as long as I can remember I have always had very down periods when nothing feels good and I only feel ‘blackness’. Just prior to going to my doctor I had reached an all time low which resulted in frequent breakdowns of emotion, very negative thoughts, extended time in alone not wanting to see anyone or anything and periods of either over eating or not eating at all.
So, upon going to my doctor I was prescribed with aropax, and suggested to go to psychotherapy.
I ended up going to therapy and being bumped up to the maximum dosage of aropax.
Slowly the psychotherapy eased both the depression and anxiety, and the medication helped the anxiety a lot, although I could always feel it somewhere inside still.
After about a year I finished therapy, as we seem to have discussed everything of use. I also dropped my medication- in hope it was no longer needed.
Since then I have gone through bouts of on/off depression, regularly getting quite low, but not as bad as before. I’m lucky to have a few friends whom I can talk with and who understand. I have been browsing the forum for a while, out of personal interest, but kept in the shadows, so to speak.
I am hoping that my proposed research will both help me with my university research and on a personal level- I chose it because I have personal interests & ties with suffering depression.
I would be most grateful if anyone, particularly males, but at the same time anyone would be willing to help me in my study.
Many thanks
michael.