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Q: I Suck. Real Bad.
asked by: darkV on May 20th, 2005
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I suck. I dated this guy for a year and a half. I wasnt happy anymore, there was no lack of love but of trust and patietene and space on his part. Anyway I went crazy with the newly single freedom (i felt pretty repressed before) and woke up out of a 3 month bender of drinking and drugs and realized I had been sleeping with his best friend and lying to everyone. Now I cant stop feeling like caca and wanting to take a bottle of pain killers and excaqpe my actions. Do I deserve this self torture? I was very good to him when we were together, and had no intention of this ever, ever, ever, happening.
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sarahk
replied on May 25th, 2005
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I dont think taking pain killers is a good idea!!!! :roll:

firstly, i'm sure the bender you went on is probably effecting your mood right now, three months of booze and drugs...Your probably on a massive cum down!!!

Secondly, the reason you feel guilty is because it was with his best mate but guilty feelings pass, you were single at the time so you didnt actually do anything wrong....His mate kinda did though!

If I were you i'd keep your head clean, lay off the drink and drugs and get a straight mind. You will see things from a clearer light and you will able to make sense of things.

Try not to worry about it though.
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darkV
replied on May 25th, 2005
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Thanks. Its true. Soberish now and feeling better. Wrote him a note and apologized for destroying any chance of friendship. Feel better about it all now I do!
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Justin_Toronto
replied on June 27th, 2005
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Ouch.
I'm speechless.

Glad you feel better. Self-torture is obviously not the answer, all you can do is try to make your bad situation better.
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CPL_JJ
replied on July 3rd, 2005
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I would handle this by sitting down and having a nice big glass of "grow the fǜck up and leave this high school caca behind." I would even have a second glass if I was in my 20s.
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CPL_JJ
replied on July 6th, 2005
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skar wrote:
cp go back under the stone you crawled from beneath and leave decent people alone we do not want infecting by your vileness.


shǗt the fǗck up, cǗnt. Also, that comment you made about me having a bad vocabulary, well lets examine your spelling, shall we?


Not only is your post one long run on sentence, it's not even clever

"we do not want infecting by your vileness."

you mean "we do not want to be infected by your vileness" stupid fǗck


jesus tapdancing christ, everyone here is a bunch of tards
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CPL_JJ
replied on July 6th, 2005
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skar wrote:
hey shyte for brains you wanna bring it on with an adult and give the kids from the teen pregnancy forum a break ?


Come on you piece of shyte bring on the best you have.


ahahah, internet fighting, what a joke. You remind of that kid on the goonies who always wanted to tag along, but was too stupid or stubborn to take no for an answer

so how about you sit the fũck down and let me pour you a nice big glass of shut the fũck up, you uncreative fraction of a man.
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CPL_JJ
replied on July 6th, 2005
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skar wrote:
lol not so much fun against an adult and not a teen is it knob head ?


What makes you think I am a man any way d.I.C.K slap?


it's actually funner.

Nice defense also, you've managed to not affect me once again.


And you're not a man? what? Only stupid goth health forum or ugly girls who got rejected at the prom would have a name like skar.

What's your defense gonna be next time? Telling me to back under a rock for the 5th time? :roll:

shut the fũck up, you stupid broad. Go back into the kitchen and make me some doing it pie.
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CPL_JJ
replied on July 6th, 2005
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skar wrote:
and yet I didn't say I was a woman either, oh dear are you a little confused ?



It must be all the fantasising about teenage girls effecting your judgement.



messing around kiddy fiddler.


so you just admitted to not being a man, nor a woman?


So you're a transvestite? You have a dick and tits? Or are you just a little dipsh1t who just won't admit defeat so you try your last defense of making no sense?


Wow, you're even more messed up then I imagined. And you can't spell:


effecting should be affecting, you stupid person

"fantasising" is spelt f-a-n-t-a-s-i-z-i-n-g, maybe you should get off mommies internet machine and spend some time in school. Retard.


I'll just refer to you as "it" from now on, since you seem to be so confused about your own gender.
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CPL_JJ
replied on July 6th, 2005
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skar wrote:
yes you do that and I shall just refere to you as the peado as it is obviouse you get your kicks from kids.



hahahahahahahahaahahaha

seriously, when you think you have some great big insight that you think you should share with the world, just shut the fũck up. Not only are you dumb as a box of rocks, but the fact that you think you're smart just makes it worse. Everytime i'm arguing with a broad, I have to give her an openhanded slap to the mouth because she's just so stupid. So guys: slap those health forum a little more often and girls: shut the fũck up because no one cares.
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Meandering Away
replied on July 6th, 2005
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CPL_JJ
replied on July 6th, 2005
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skar wrote:
if I was face to face with a peado scumbag like you it wouldbe much much more than an open handed slap inthe mouth you would get you person.


idle internet threats arent getting you anywhere now are they? Just give up, you can't win; you're just making yourself look more stupid and unstable, and you've managed to misspell at least one word in everyone of your posts. person? what are you from brittain you limey health questions boy/girl/it?


And if you did try to challenge me, I would snipe in the neck from 500 yards with my m16a2 combat rifle, you wouldn't even see where it came from.


Might want to do some research before trying to challenge someone was a corporal in the army for six years, you stupid person
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Meandering Away
replied on July 6th, 2005
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CPL_JJ
replied on July 6th, 2005
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cowboys wrote:
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skar wrote:
if I was face to face with a peado scumbag like you it wouldbe much much more than an open handed slap inthe mouth you would get you person.


idle internet threats arent getting you anywhere now are they? Just give up, you can't win; you're just making yourself look more stupid and unstable, and you've managed to misspell at least one word in everyone of your posts. person? what are you from brittain you limey health questions boy/girl/it?




And if you did try to challenge me, I would snipe in the neck from 500 yards with my m16a2 combat rifle, you wouldn't even see where it came from.




Might want to do some research before trying to challenge someone was a corporal in the army for six years, you stupid person





hey a proper prick you have just snafu'd yourself corporal dickwipe,you want to threaten to shoot my wife do you.?

Lets have a gun war dickslap because I wont be such a coward to do it from behind,i will walk up to you and give you a colombian neck tie.Bring it on mr deadman walking.


cowboys = skar's alternate login

nice try, but a little something called dns and ip sniffing has made it painfully clear that you've run out of retarded things to say, and now must pose as second person, "skar's husband" even though skar said it wasn't a man or woman.

Nice strategy, person.
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CPL_JJ
replied on July 6th, 2005
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cowboys wrote:
oh by the way person do you really know so little about the internet,to think that I will not be able to find you.You reckon you were in the army,then you know that you can be traced,want to try me out dickwipe.


hmm, i'm looking at your joined date, and it says today.


You're not too smart are you skar?

This just shows what a doing it lunatic, confused little child you are
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CPL_JJ
replied on July 6th, 2005
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skar wrote:
lmao just ask any of the mods you messing around freaking child killer.


I bet you got a hard on shooting those kids didn't you?



what a complete doing it fool. You've been found out, and now that I have your e-mail adress and ip adress, you're going to be receiving alot of gay porn spam

and btw

there are no mods, retard
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replied on July 6th, 2005
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CPL_JJ
replied on July 6th, 2005
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cowboys wrote:
cpl_jj wrote:
cowboys wrote:
cpl_jj wrote:
skar wrote:
if I was face to face with a peado scumbag like you it wouldbe much much more than an open handed slap inthe mouth you would get you person.


idle internet threats arent getting you anywhere now are they? Just give up, you can't win; you're just making yourself look more stupid and unstable, and you've managed to misspell at least one word in everyone of your posts. person? what are you from brittain you limey health questions boy/girl/it?








And if you did try to challenge me, I would snipe in the neck from 500 yards with my m16a2 combat rifle, you wouldn't even see where it came from.






Might want to do some research before trying to challenge someone was a corporal in the army for six years, you stupid person





hey a proper prick you have just snafu'd yourself corporal dickwipe,you want to threaten to shoot my wife do you.?



Lets have a gun war dickslap because I wont be such a coward to do it from behind,i will walk up to you and give you a colombian neck tie.Bring it on mr deadman walking.


cowboys = skar's alternate login

nice try, but a little something called dns and ip sniffing has made it painfully clear that you've run out of retarded things to say, and now must pose as second person, "skar's husband" even though skar said it wasn't a man or woman.

Nice strategy, person.




hey freak I only joined because of you I have already been banned once or even twice from this board today being one of them.You really are stupid,you forgot net detective and visual route,but they are not military are they person.I am talking military trace,want to go further with me freak.You have not nor ever would be allowed in the army,you are to much of a freak,or are you posting from your prison cell.Now go away and get a better argument,oh and you really should learn to spell britain only has one t not two.Wasn't that the bell for the end of recess,time to go back to class,i thought they would have cyber nanny on kindergarden computers.


blah blah blah idle threats blah blah blah your a complete fool and you've lost this debate, so stfu and sit back down boy

skar, who the fũck do you think you are? Some friend posing as a toughguy on the internet? You can't even spell, so how the fũck do you think you're gonna find me out and kick my ass? The fact that you keep denying that you are cowboys is the saddest thing i've ever seen on the internet, and for your information, they don't have computers in jail cells or in kindergarten, so your little statements there are invalid and retarded

i don't want to have to post that nasty message you sent me, about how you're going to find me and kill me and rape my corpse.

I know you're crying inside, so why not make it easier on yourself and just calm the fũck down and stop posting before you kill yourself
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