Well, this is the second time i'm writting this post, because the first time this forum made me log back in when I tried to post. So... Byebye post. So instead of the very detailed first post, i'm going to shorten it a bit.

First, my questions: can you be two-five months pregnant and show no symptoms? And, can two pregnancies within a short period of time (two years) be dramatically different? (pregnancy a: every symptom; pregnancy b: no symptoms.)

now i'll explain. When I was 18 I got pregnant. I wasn't on birthcontrol and the condom broke. This scared me, and I went through the experience alone. I got an abortion. I was naseaus and had moodswings and the fetus was 48 days old. I'd taken plan b two days after the condom breaking incident. I went on depo, broke up with my boyfriend, went into the military as planned (a very large deciding factor, as well as being too young and immature and financially unstable, my circumstances now, except for i'm slightly more mature). But ever since I got pregnant i've been terrified of getting pregnant again. I wasn't on depo when I finally went into the military (a period of 9 months) and so I started taking it again in december when I got back. I started dating my new boyfriend in january. We were active then, and even though the relationship isn't a bad one, we're both so busy that the best way to describe our relationship is off and on. We were also active in march and the beginning of this month. (we use condoms, as well.)

this week i've been clothes shopping a lot, so i've been paying an large amount of attention to my body. While I have no symptoms, like tenderness, nasuea or moodswings, I noticed that my abs have grown hard, and my stomach more prominent, and when I sit down and am not pulling it in, I noticed that it seems bigger. If I was just gaining weight I wouldn't think that my abs would get hard. And because of before, i'm thinking pregnancy. I scheduled an appointment for tomorrow, and I can't sleep, I just needed someone to know since I have never felt comfortable talking to my friends about my own pain. Could I be pregnant? Or am I simply paranoid and need to get back to the gym. I'm praying it's the latter, i'm in no way ready for a baby. And if I am pregnant again... I don't know how I will deal with it. An abortion is the only real option, but the thought of going through the pain again terrifies me. I'll post a followup to this if no one answers before I get my results, but hopefully someone can reassure me that i'm simply out of shape.

Thanks.