Beautiful poem. I kinda cried when I read it, its really true. But you really did a good job of putting feelings into words. Congrarulations on turning 18!! :d you're now l-e-g-a-l!!
You take care and keep your chin up ok.

Hi there! It does not have to be this way.
Sincerely,
sandy

I know it doesn't have to be that way but I just don't know how else to be. I am very lost and very confused. Today once again I bought another packet of tablets but I didn't take them all, for once. I just don't know what to do anymore, I feel like I will never change even a little bit and so I am one of the shadows, waiting to be rescued from myself but I don't know when or who will rescue me.
Sometimes in life things just seem to hopeless and so dark that even on the sunnest days you can only see the bad and you constanly live in the dark, in the shadow.
Life doesn't have to be like this I know and I really hope that for other people its not like this but for now this is where I am and I don't know how to get out of it.
Yep finally 18 but its really not a big deal, age is not really important because if I were to put an age on myself I wouldn't say I was 18 I feel more like 50 hehe. People are ageless and so I think thats the way it should be, you are what you feel and for many that doesn't reflect their age be it young or old.
Well I better be going i'll probably write again soon. I hope you are well and taking care of yourself

jenny