I just needed to rant really, my whole
life has truned upside down in a matter of
months.Here we go....!
Four years ago I met the man of my dreams,
he was funny good looking and he treated
me like a princess. As the years went by,
he started to change towards me, he lied
about money, got me in debt, I could list
a whole bunch of stuff but in all honesty
its boring!
We brought a house in my name but he
started not paying his way on the mortgage
and arrears started to biuld up, he was
trying it on with my friends and he never
paid me any attention...So I kicked him
out!
Now i'm left with a mortgage I cant afford
and I have to do the house up before I can
sell it which is costing even more, my
dads had a heart attack due to the stress
and my family are kind of blaming it all
on me. My work sucks, i'm constantly out
on the razz with my friends, ive done a
complete wrong one by sleeping with one of
my bloke mates....Now he wont leave me
alone and our friendship is ruined....I
dont look at him like that..He was just a
rebound thing because i'd only been with
one man in 4 years!!! I'm lonely in that
big old house on my own and whenever i'm
bored I have a drink...Not good, feel like
i'm in self distruct mode, ive never
really drunk before!!!!!!!!!! I'm only
22, my ex was in his 30's, I shouldnt be
worrying about this cr*p at my
age......But I guess its true what they
say...Love is blind!!!!!!!!
Right now, i'm sitting here at work with a
minging hangover and i'm obviously not
paying much attention to the job that I
really need right now coz i'm on the
internet! Anyways sorry for ranting, but
thank you for listening!
