i've used adderall three times already
with an interval of at least a week
between each time. I got it from a friend
when I needed to write some long documents
at work and just couldn't pull myself
together to do it. With drug's help I was
able to concentrate and get it done very
well. The third time I took it just for
recreational purposes and I had a very
good time, but now i'm worried a bit since
I clearly want to continue doing this from
time to time. I have promised myself
never to take more often than once a
week.
I think at this point i'm not addicted yet
and this interest in the drug is
manageable and I can stop taking it
forever if I decided to. But I have been
thinking about it and I come to realize
that there's a clear danger. When the
drug wears off it's a little unpleasant
and I have small impulses to take another
pill, but so far it's very easy to
convince myself that I should just let it
go and forget about getting another dose.
Once it wears off completely i'm somewhat
tired but it's definitely not a depression
and it's acceptable condition for me.
My question is - if a user takes a once in
a while with the intervals of at least a
week and never prolongs the effect - can
it lead to serious addiction? Did anyone
have experience with this type of usage
pattern that lead to serious problems?
I want to keep the option of adderall in
case I need conentration at work and to
have fun sometimes too but i'm not sure if
it's even possible.
Reading the adderall testimonials on this
forum have made me seriously think about
consequences.
Thank you in advance for the advice.
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kelsy
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Re Posted: 05-07-05 07:24am
Hi there,
i just answered a post relating your drug
query.
Not sure what this is,
is it like lsd or amphetamine (speed)?
If so give it up now!
I took them for 6 years as a teenager
going to raves and partys etc, but long
term effects are I still get "trips" even
today and now i'm 32.
It messes up your head big time!
For alertness try something less potent
like "proplus"?
These are great for keeping you alert and
stable but safe!!
Kels x
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nycfella
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Re: Re Posted: 05-07-05 14:05pm
Adderall is a form of amphetamine. In my
case the effects are the very noticeable
increase in energy, ability to concentrate
on work and productively function for few
straight hours without diverting
attention, general good mood sometimes
reaching to the level comparable to coke
euphoria but not exactly that (much
milder). I also become very sociable -
can discuss anything with various people
easily, can strike a meaningful
conversation with a complete stranger
which is not what I normally can do. I've
never done speed, but I occasionally used
cocaine and mdma in the past and I have
never had any problems with them - last
time I used something like that was more
than a year ago and I have absolutely no
desire to use any of it.
Adderall is a different story - it's has
very positive effect on me so far and I
have noticed no negative sides of it. The
withdrawal symptoms are very easy compared
to the street stuff. But I know it's
quite a dangerous thing and my research
showed that there's a huge risk of
addiciton with it.
My decision for now is to stop using it
completely and see if I have some urges
and cravings which would be a definite
signal for me to forget it and live the
rest of my life without it. If long term
withdrawing has no effects on me, i'll
probably keep it as an option.
I'd be very glad to hear from someone who
had such infrequent usage pattern of this
drug and what came out of it. Some people
are prescribed it after all and use it for
many years at the direction of the
healthcare professionals. Maybe there is
a safe way to benefit from it, I don't
know...
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billsz28b4c
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Posted: 05-09-05 21:16pm
Hey,
hopefully this will be of some benefit to
you and/or others. I have used adderall,
in the 10mg tablet form, to help me
concentrate while doing school work. This
seemed to help me tremendously in
concentrating, as well as made me more
sociable. I was introduced to this drug
about a year or so ago. Using no more
than 15mg a day I had no symptoms of
addiction what so ever. Even after
stopping use for more than a month
straight. Although I did not experience
these symptoms it is a possibility that
others will. This drug allowed me to
concentrate for a few hours, without
becoming distracted, it also elightens the
mood. I think the risks of addiction
addiction are higher if a person exceeds
the daily ammount of amphetamine that
should be taken in (~40mg) for a long
period of time, to get a strong "high".
From experience with this drug I dont
think you have anything to worry about,
taking it as you described.
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rOaCh
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Bleh:p>>roach! Posted: 06-18-05 23:14pm
I used to sniff my adderal constantly. I
used it everyday started out one pill or
half..Sniffing was new to me. But as I
grew to like it and explore my limits with
it ..It wasnt just for concentrating in
skewl nemore. And not just one pill or
two usually like 3-6. I wud get sweats
and mood swings when I didnt have any. I
really scared myself as well as my
boyfriend who became very worried about
me(he was into sniffing but he did um
anxiety pills). I never realized how
addictive it cud be. I loved the
feeling. One day I was at skewl but I
spent the day in the bathroom because not
onlee did I sniff them but I took some to.
It made me really sik. And then I felt
sik wen I didnt have it. It was kind of
weird. Id have a kind of ...Anxiety
attack you know. It was very fun in the
beginning and it starts off so frigin
harmless. You have to be really
carefull. My boyfriend quit sniffing in
order to help me quit. I generally have
but I styll will get the occasional urges.
And sumtymz I act on them but it really
changes u.
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DivineIntervention
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Posted: 06-28-05 16:06pm
Adderall is like a double edged 60" gensu
quality katana that never needs sharpneing
and if not used properly will make you
kill yourself.
Joined: 28 Jun 2005 Posts: 30 Location: Remote cave in Iraq
Posted: 07-15-05 12:27pm
If you have an addictive personality then
adderall is definantly not something you
should be taking. Although i'm not sure
if people with addictive personalities
know they have them... They are easy to
spot though. So um.. Ya. Only you or
your friends would know this a doctor
wouldn't able to tell.
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heguileor
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Re: Re - Please Be Careful Posted: 10-02-05 08:09am
nycfella
wrote:
adderall is a form of
amphetamine. In my case the effects are
the very noticeable increase in energy,
ability to concentrate on work and
productively function for few straight
hours without diverting attention, general
good mood sometimes reaching to the level
comparable to coke euphoria but not
exactly that (much milder). I also
become very sociable - can discuss
anything with various people easily, can
strike a meaningful conversation with a
complete stranger which is not what I
normally can do. I've never done speed,
but I occasionally used cocaine and mdma
in the past and I have never had any
problems with them - last time I used
something like that was more than a year
ago and I have absolutely no desire to use
any of it.
Adderall is a different story - it's has
very positive effect on me so far and I
have noticed no negative sides of it.
The withdrawal symptoms are very easy
compared to the street stuff. But I know
it's quite a dangerous thing and my
research showed that there's a huge risk
of addiciton with it.
My decision for now is to stop using it
completely and see if I have some urges
and cravings which would be a definite
signal for me to forget it and live the
rest of my life without it. If long term
withdrawing has no effects on me, i'll
probably keep it as an option.
I'd be very glad to hear from someone who
had such infrequent usage pattern of this
drug and what came out of it. Some
people are prescribed it after all and use
it for many years at the direction of the
healthcare professionals. Maybe there is
a safe way to benefit from it, I don't
know...
to all of you out there that question if
it is okay to take adderall (addy as we
call it)recreational, occasionally, etc.
I am not a holy-roller judgemental type.
I do not jump on the reform wagon and try
to control people's lives. This, like all
amphetamines, is a dangerous toy to play
with. My husband, who has add, has been
on it for almost 4 years. Before he took
the adderall he took cylert and before
that ridalin. They all three have ended
badly. The typical regular use in the
beginning, then gradual over use and then
finally complete abuse. Even if you do
not have an addicitve personality, it is
very hard to stop.
He and I have been the best of friends for
9 years. We have had the ideal
relationship and as near of a perfect
marriage as anyone can be blessed with.
Things are completely terrible now. I
know everyone has there personal issues,
but the adderall makes things so bad. It
makes those who take it so mean and
positively nasty. You do not know how
differently each person will react to it.
By nature he is such a gentle and warm
person. Now, he has absolutely nothing
to do with me, his family and all of his
friends - well, except for the two that do
not know him and will do drugs with him.
Now that I understand what is going on, I
realize that within a 12-18month period,
he has had access to almost 4 times as
much adderall as he began with. This is
all being perscribed to him! Within a
2-3 weeks period, he has started to do
cocaine "to have fun and relax".
Translated he needs something harder to
get his kicks. He has written our
marriage off in an e-mail right after a
cocaine binge, left town and disappears
for days. He travels for his new job of
3 months. So it is this travel that we
(the family and friends, doctors, etc.)
realize has given him the opportunity to
run with this addiction and find his new
exciting life where he may abuse this
without being noticed.
My point is you have no self-observing
skills when you are hooked. You could
possibly not be able to tell for a very
long time. I live with him and I am very
close to him and I had no idea for many
months.
Please, if you are asking an opinion,
please do not take this. It may be a
quick fix, but it is just too risky. At
this point, his oldest friends are
planning an intervention. They are doing
this because his family and I cannot get
him to listen. What is sad is he used to
value our thoughts so much and listen only
to us. This morning, I am researching
each of the facilities we have available
for him to enroll as soon as the
intervention is over...Assuming he will be
receptive. Otherwise, it will inevitably
end in divorce and our lives will never be
the same. I miss him and this is
unbearable. Being a loved one watching
your partner do this to themselves is
absolutely unbearable.
I wish you all the happiness in the world.
If you use this drug, it is just like
using harder things. Lastly, I must
admit to you that personally I have taken
his pills in the past. I also
experimented with the cocaine &
crystal with him. It is the same thing
only a cleaner and less severe come down.
I think that is one of the things that
makes it even more dangerous. It does
not have a social stigma around it,
therefore people think it is "safe". I
myself only did it occasionally. I speak
from my own experience. Please do not
take it. It is self-destructive and it
can make your life spiral out of control.
Thank you for reading my take on this.
I would love to hear from anyone who can
give me their perspective. Blessed be!
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DivineIntervention
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Posted: 10-03-05 22:10pm
Very well put heguileor. The aspect in
which you just analyzed adderall is very
accurate. To reiterate a on what you
were saying and add my several cents I
give you this bit of information. Just
keep everything in perspective if you
choose to take this... Adderall can
break the strongest of individuals.
Here are some key things that are kind of
deceptive and very hard to pick up on for
alot of people I am finding..
Adderall does increase your focus, however
the more you take and or the longer you
take adderall it begins to produce adverse
effects in a sense.. You still have
great focus but you can be easily
sidetracked into concentrating on
something totally different usually of a
much lower priority of the task you set
about in the first place.
Adderall desensities you to alot of
things. While to the user this is no
problem and if they are by themselves or
around other users it presents no problem.
But for family and others this can
create tension.
* believe it or not adderall can
desensitize impulses/cravings. Of
course food is one of them.. But even
cigerettes and alcohol. I know of quite
a few people who have quit smoking after
taking adderall and even continued not to
smoke after they discontinued taking
adderall. It also can make people
oversmoke and drink alot more. I would
go into detail about why I think these
occur but I have a hard time relaying this
type of information in understandable
terms.
The part about losing self-observation is
a derivative of the desensitation. The
greater sense of confidence ultimately
leaves you with a 'not caring/does not
matter' sort of mindframe.
If you are a college student using this..
Get in and get out.
If you dont have add and you are using
this to get high or lose weight or driving
long hours or whatever use you have found
for this, dont go there it takes a very
great deal of discipline and will to
handle this drugs influence in the long
run.
In fact I am going to go a step further
and say that if you are using this drug to
get high it bypasses the discipline and
will checks. This is true partyly
because of what heguileor mentioned
before about the social stigma surrounding
this drug giving it an angelic type (can
do no harm only good) type apperance.
Why would anyone want to stop doing
something that makes them feels good and
makes them better than before and is
believed to be harmless? Average joe
would not
ok chew on that for a minute. Then try
this out.
The makers of adderall know that it has
way more side-effects than it has listed.
Some of the unlisted side-effects are
evident within months not even years.
If I am discovering them without being
paid any money i'm sure their paid
researches have well outdone me. That
being said, the test they conducted before
getting fda approved had to show some if
not most of adderalls effects. Adderall
was econimicaly meant to target young kids
who cant sit still. Which is pretty much
75% of them if you dont handle them...
Now to market this drug equivilant to
speed/crystal to someones child you are
going to have to do some manipulating and
reconstruction of facts. Its just
logic.. I am already drawing this out
but just take the economic and business
managerial planning and implemenentation
point of view into mind and think a
little.
For those who I lost in all that.. To
put it simple. You only know what they
want you to know about the drug. The
real obvious stuff of course. The other
side-effects can happen in such ways you
would not even link it to adderall. If
you read my other adderall post take into
consideration for example the hairloss
part.. You would not think adderall is
to blame for your hair falling out if you
read this piece of paper with very
detailed looking instructions from your
trusted everyday pharmacy on how to take
the drug and how it would effect you.
I'm not a conspiracy theorist or anything
along those lines. I'm telling you
straight up how it is. Only a fool
would believe that everything is as it
appears or are presented to be.(hence
everything, there are some exceptions)
hope this information helps someone, if
you need explainations or anything pm me.
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sandyallen
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Posted: 10-03-05 23:19pm
I agree please stop this adderall before
you wake up and realize that it is too
late for you and you should have never
started it. It is prescribed for certain
people and tndd those people are not you
and your friends. It is very difficullt
on your body and mind, so please, think of
what these people are telling you!!
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dana73
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Adderall Addiction Posted: 07-29-07 20:54pm
The knife comment is so right on. I'm
addicted to focalin which is a form of
ritalin or adderall or speed or whatever.
At first it was great but now i'm just
moody, depressed, anxious and addicted.
the other night i was so depressed and
drunk, i swallowed a bottle of xanax.
fortunately i slept for 2 days and woke up
in a fog. i'm still taking it because i'm
afraid of the withdrawls. Im slowly
tapering off but its really hard.
If anyone has successfully withdrawn from
this drug i would really appreciate
hearing your story.
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randog
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Adderall Hell On Earth Posted: 08-01-07 04:49am
I am recovering from a 1.5 love affair
with adderall. At first it gave me
hyperfocus, made me feel great. I cut
caffiene out completely and I hated
caffiene but it made me wake right up and
I had a love affair with it also, aka
energy drinks. The med has a very high
addictive quality, and also a nice cute
unhealthy half life. The more I was on it
it changed the way I felt until I was
taking the max allowed for an adult- 60mg
per day. I tried to quit by tapering and
it never worked. The days I would take off
from it I laid around the house like a
vegetable and could not wait to start my
work week so I would be back on it. I had
worked myself up to this dosage and was
sick of it - decided to quit cold turkey.
I wound up in the ER from stopping all
meds including the very unhealthy combo of
xanax also to wind down at the end of the
day. This stuff is like the wicked
step-child of exctasy, a party drug I did
a handful of times in my 20's Now in my
late 40's I have not touched X in 20
years. Over the last 1.5 years I lost all
desire to work out, did not want to eat
except at the end of the day, and was
completely absorbed in self. My wife is a
real sweetheart and said the last 2 months
on it she noticed my personality change
before her eyes, I am normally easy going
and we have been married 3 years now. The
fact that she is 16 years younger may have
helped-she is right by my side and
supportive and just wants the old randog
back. And she is seeing him return day by
day. Now back to the withdrawal
experience. At the ER they had to give me
injectable Benadryl to tone down the
effects of a dystonic drug reaction - aka-
partial seizure where you are conscious
but your muscles contract in your hands
and legs and you have heat sensations
between your tows and sweating and your
eye muscles roll back in your head and all
around, though you can focus and look at
someone. This went on for 1 week though
each day less (the sensensation that I was
going to have a partial, eyes rolling
back, muscles twitching and my chest
feeling I was having a heart attack though
the did an ekg twice and it was normal and
my BP was not extremely high. This is
because your chest muscles are tight and
they FeeL like they are strangling your
heart. It was the 5th day when my liver
decided to dump the half lives of the
med/meds back into my system today it has
been 2 weeks and I am only taking 2 mg of
xanax and plan to taper off to 1 next
week. I went to (or I should say my wife
took me to) my doc the next week cause I
was completely incapable of driving. He
put me on deplin, a b-vitaman in script
form (adderall sucks all the b-vitamins
out of your system)and this has helped. I
drank huge amounts of water and just now
after 2 weeks I am still thirsty but not
quite as bad. I would recommed staying
away from high citric acid drinks. This
seemed to bring the sensation of a siezure
on, but this is just my experience. All my
blood work was normal praise God. Forget
about sleep, I sleep about 3-4 at night
and 2 in the day and the day feels the
best cuz I am out cold. My nurse prac.,
assistant to the doc is very sweet and she
called me also and offered to write a
script for a sleep med to help get back on
track. I told her I would let her know and
I wanted to step down to 1 mg on the
xanax next week and she said if i did
that, a sleep med would be best cuz I take
the xanax 1 time in the morning about 3
hours after I awake which is about 2:30 to
3 am. cuz I get very edgy. You will feel
like you are taking the med when you have
not had any, this is part of the detox I
was told by my nurse-pratitioner. Also,
for me I have bad leg pain, mostly in my
feet and ankles and lower legs, also was
told this is part of the detox. Going cold
turkey is a bad deal, but for me, it was
the only way I could. Best to talk to your
doc and try to step down. Any way you
slice it it takes a while to get back on
track. I remember taking my first pill and
thinking this was the magic bullet cuz it
took away depression and at the same time
gave me incredible focus. The highs and
lows became vicious. This sxxx is very
deceptive and I share this only to help
anyone else I can. I would call it the
wicked stepchild of X, which I only done
maybe 10 times in my 20's. I do not do any
illegal drugs and never have with the
exception of what I said. As I said in my
20's only a little X ( I actually think
the sxxx was legal at that time)and a few
times smoking some weed but that was never
my thing. I don't drink but a few times I
had a beer or 2 and thats it I mean it at
a seafood boat and it made me feel
horrible while on adderall. Also, there is
plenty of testimonies that if you want to
die, just combine your adderall with X.
Many are 6 feet under due to this combo.
If in any way I can help post back. My
experience could take hours or perhaps an
entire day to write about, and now I am
finally starting to get about 8 hours of
functionality after 2 weeks. This Med, I
like to call the wicked step-child of X. A
few chemical rings added in a lab which is
like a mutation only well designed-for 1
thing - dependancy. It does get better
each day but you have to really want to
get off. One thing I realize now is (after
many years) is that life is a gift. It's
all a gift. Things as simple as the air
and nature and someone your love ones
smiles. Anyone on this, addicted to it, or
considering it - This is why I share.
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jennay7188
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Tisk Tisk.. Posted: 08-08-07 19:16pm
Yeah. I take Adderall xr because I've had
ADD all my life. Its true. I started
taking it when I was 15 or something.. it
HELPED my life [btw, I am now 19].. I
think everyone's "problems" while taking
"Adderall" is not the Medication's doing,
it's the Person who is taking it. If you
were not prescribed this drug or if you
have no signs of ADD or ADHD or don't feel
like the medication is for you, then
please, be SMART and don't f**king take
it. You know it's right for you if you've
taken it for 4 years and it's BETTERED
your life and Not slowly destroyed
everything about it. A LOT OF PEOPLE ARE
IGNORANT, that's what a lot of you guys
sound like, uneducated and inexperienced,
and you guys seem unable to look outside
of the goddamn box.. except for the smart
ones..
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randog
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Re: Tisk Tisk.. Posted: 08-13-07 05:24am
jennay7188
wrote:
Yeah. I take Adderall xr
because I've had ADD all my life. Its
true. I started taking it when I was 15 or
something.. it HELPED my life [btw, I am
now 19].. I think everyone's "problems"
while taking "Adderall" is not the
Medication's doing, it's the Person who is
taking it. If you were not prescribed this
drug or if you have no signs of ADD or
ADHD or don't feel like the medication is
for you, then please, be SMART and don't
f**king take it. You know it's right for
you if you've taken it for 4 years and
it's BETTERED your life and Not slowly
destroyed everything about it. A LOT OF
PEOPLE ARE IGNORANT, that's what a lot of
you guys sound like, uneducated and
inexperienced, and you guys seem unable to
look outside of the goddamn box.. except
for the smart ones..
tisk tisk-
I was also diagnosed with add a long time
ago also. If I failed to mention
that-thats why I was on it in the first
place. Point is, this is a bad med. Right
now, you are 19. Wait till you have been
on it a few more years. This is a very
powerful stimulant, and was engineered for
addiction, so be careful. I hope this
never happens to anyone, but I was sharing
only to tell my story. Maybe for some
people, it will not have this effect. Hope
this is the case with you. It is
interesting to note that Canada pulled it
from the market for a while. It definitely
is a controversial med, to say the least.
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jennay7188
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Joined: 08 Aug 2007 Posts: 12 Location: alabama
Well Then.. Hm.. Posted: 08-15-07 22:21pm
No. It's controversial to those who make
controversy. People are different. So, in
your case, you happen to get the bad side
of Adderall. Not everyone is like you,
though not everyone is like me, either.
Yes I know about the Adderall deal in
Canada, they tried to ban it just because
some irresponsible kids and some people
with severe heart problems happened to die
while having an Adderall-like drug in
their systems, most of which most likely
overdosed or took Adderall with other
drugs as well. You know they [tried to]
ban beer in American once.. that didn't
last long.. why? Because it's a great
medication for those who can use it
*properly* instead of irresponsibly, just
like anything else that has any possible
addiction potential and/or health risks..
Use your head, silly.
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slc337
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Trying to Stop Using Adderall Posted: 08-16-07 18:53pm
I am new to this forum and to this website
but hopefully this will help given the
situation I am in. I need to stop taking
Adderall. I have had a prescription for
it since January and have been blowing
through it each month very quickly.....but
there is much more to this so let me give
you a little background:
I was first introduced to stimulants in
college and would use them occasionally
for studying - and once I realized what
they could do...soccer games and practices
once in a while. I never felt like I was
dependent on them - just liked the
effects. My then boyfriend (now husband)
has legitimately bad ADHD and has been
taking dextroamphetamine for a number of
years. It helps him tremendously - and he
is responsible with it. I have been out
of college for almost 4 years and about 2
years ago or so I began taking his a
little more frequently - not because of
ADD but because I was tired - stressed out
- overwhelmed....all the wrong reasons. I
have had the same high stress job for 3
years...along with moving, getting
married, etc....I guess "life" has just
wiped me out. In January I got the
prescription basically so I wouldn't take
his because he needs them and obviously
this was a bad idea. Now I just want to
stop taking them. Even with higher doses,
I still have no energy and literally feel
as though the life has been sucked out of
me. I just want to be myself again. I am
extremely ashamed of what I have allowed
myself to get into....I have lost respect
for myself and I think my husband has lost
respect for me too, which hurts a lot. I
was a psychology major in college and am
in the healthcare industry....I know
exactly what I have been doing which makes
it so much worse. My mom is an alcoholic
and has suffered from severe bipolar
disorder my entire life...her mother also
suffered from these diseases and spent 15
yrs. in a mental hospital when my mom was
young. I have been diagnosed with
depression and have been taking medication
for that for about a year...I figured that
I should be proactive in getting help so
that I would not go down a similar
path....and now look where I have ended
up. I know that I don't need this
medication and I would appreciate advice
anyone could offer about how to stop this.
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jennay7188
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 08 Aug 2007 Posts: 12 Location: alabama
to Slc337 Posted: 08-18-07 22:04pm
Ok, yeah you really need to stop taking
that medication. I have many friends who
have been and some who still are
[illegally] taking Adderall and/or ADHD
stimulants for the same reason as you-
tiredness and stress. You know what, the
same thing happened to them, they started
taking it regularly because they thought
it helped them not be tired all the time,
but it ended up making them even more
tired after a short while of taking it
everyday and now they are in tears because
they can't stop taking it, unless they run
out of money or something. You have to
tell your prescriber you really want to
stop taking it, the safe way. I am not
sure of what milligram you take, but I
know that your doctor should be
recommending that you reduce your dosage
10-20mg a day every three days if you need
to discontinue it, if not more slowly than
that. For example: if you're at 60mg a day
you should take 50mg a day for three days,
then 40mg a day for the next three days
and so forth until done. This will help
your body adjust to the new lower dosages
of the medication as you try and rid it
out of your body slowly but surely and you
should feel like yourself more and more if
you taper off it correctly and as
directed. Don't just Stop taking a
stimulant all together (unless you're
highly addicted and have to stop
immediately due to worsening health), but
you don't sound like a big addict, you
sound mildly dependent on this drug. And
yes, that is a problem with
dextroamphetamines- they can trick your
body into thinking it needs the drug until
you figure out that you would probably be
better off without it. This happens to a
lot of [young] women. Males may like
adderall too, but for some reason they can
handle not taking it more than females
can. Because women have more stress and
fatigue more often than guys do, you know,
the whole hormonal thing and just the fact
that we're smaller and more fragile all
over inside and outside of our bodies and
minds. You say you feel like you have lost
respect for yourself, but please don't
feel that way, it only worsens the whole
thing. You need to tell yourself you're
going to be fine without this drug and you
should also start getting into healthier
habits- exercise is a great energy
booster, I know you've probably heard that
a lot, but it's TRUE. Regular [try daily]
moderate cardio exercises can really
boost a persons energy level and lessen
stress levels by at least 50% or more,
that's a good thing. Adderall or
dextroamphetamines can only pretend to
boost energy for the short term- for a few
months- they're not prescribed to have
"more energy" they are prescribed to help
people who are disabled in organization
skills and for people who absolutely can't
and haven't ever been able to focus on
everyday tasks. ADHD and ADD can have the
potential to ruin someone's life at some
point if it's left completely untreated.
But what many people don't realize is that
ADHD medications can ruin anyone's life if
they are abusing and/or misusing the
stimulants; mainly people who don't have
and/or never have had signs of any
substantial attention disorders are good
candidates for completely misusing and/or
abusing stimulant medications, simply
because it doesn't work the same way for
them as it does Attention deficits.
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keithbum
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 30 Aug 2007 Posts: 1
Re: Adderall Hell On Earth Posted: 08-30-07 18:01pm
randog
wrote:
I am recovering from a 1.5
love affair with
adderall...
I'm 53 years old. I've taken Adderall,
20mg, for 11 years. It was prescribed for
atypical depression; I have more issues
with the synthesis of dopamine and
norepinephrine than serotonin so SSRIs and
TACs have little effect on my condition. I
have never taken more than 40mg in a
single day and my typical dose, over the
years, has been no more than 30mg per
day.
For me it's a lifesaver. I have never
experienced any of the problems stated by
...Hell On Earth despite the time I've
taken the drug. I have a degree in
biochemistry, 2 years of med school and am
now a degreed and practicing engineer so I
have knowledge and the capacity to gain
further knowledge of my condition and the
medications I take. My problem, however,
with statements like this is already
echoed on these pages by another member,
namely that it's not necessarily about the
drug, but often more about the person when
there is a problem with a drug. There are
certainly many drugs approved by the FDA
and available in the US and other
countries commercially that are marginally
effective and, in some cases, even bad for
most people who may end up taking them.
But in the case of a drug like Adderall,
the experience is usually about the person
- not the drug.
In this case the individual freely admits
to abusing the drug, to taking it for
recreational purposes, as well as mixing
in the use of benzodiazepines, drugs that
can cause horrible problems resulting from
issues like "low dosage withdrawal
syndrome".
I may be mistaken due to a lack of the
basic facts but based on the words of this
individual and his recounting of his
experience with Adderall and other drugs
it would appear all of his problems are
certainly of his own doing and that he is
merely another glaring example of someone
who makes all the wrong moves, knows he's
done it all wrong, yet desperately needs
someone or something else to blame.
I'd suggest the individual seek therapy
for his tendency to abuse prescription
drugs and also to attempt to break out of
his narcissistic, immature ways of
avoiding accountability for his own deeds
and life.