Pitty Party

Someone please help me. I am at the end of my rope here. I know this topic has been discussed over a million times in this forum but I don't know what to believe. My penis is around the 6 inch mark, at its max. I am with a girl who is much more experienced and has now turned to a vibrator to get pleasure. She claims I am still okay but I know she doesn't mean it. I am very inexperienced to begin with and I feel my very average (at best) size is doing nothing for her excecpt causing disappointment.
What I am wondering is do drugs such as extagen really work? I have heard some people say it is a scam and some say it works well. I was nervous about trying so I tried the raved about jelqing method I heard about..........That is until I also heard about many problems it can cause!! I know drugs like extagen may cause some higher blood pressure, but if mine is low is it worth the risk? What is the harm in trying it out for myself? Suppose it does work? It would turn my love life around. Please, I don't want to hear anymore of what people 'heard' but if someone has a good idea about it or has taken it please help me. It is straining my life and my depression is taking a turn for the worst.




Also, I am breaking out on my shoulder area. Does proactiv really work? My girlfriend saw it right after a mediocre 10 minutes of sex that she told me to hurry up and cum (sorry to be graphic) because she was tired of it. I just want to please her and at least tolerate myself. My girlfriend is absolutely beautiful (most beautiful person I have ever seen......Honestly.....I thought that before I even was introduced to her). I heard proactiv doesn't work from some people, and does for others. Sorry to ramble. Anyone's comments are welcome even though I probably won't get any. There is no hope is there. I should just end it with her to avoid her hurting me later. :cry: