Having these thoughts go hand in hand with our "sympathetic nervous system" and with anxiety, when you have anxiety going on in your body you assume the worst. Investigating helps to rule out possible illnesses, but if you have anxiety a therapist, counselor, pschiatrist etc. Is the Dr. To fix it. If you give your local hospital a call they can give you a list of counseling services in your area.

Good luck and stay strong.

Sounds like obsessive thinking, which is definatly anxiety producing.

If you have seen doctor's and gotten results, you can trust the tests.

Instead of obsessing about a thought or syptom, try to pry yourself off the couch (at least that is where I feel myself sink into obsessive depressing thoughts) and go out to do something positive for yourself.
I find myself in the mountains nearly everyday, or I go trout fishing.

Take your vitamins, and eat healthy,,,think good thoughts about yourself and others around you. It feels so good to say positive things to other people....Tell someone (i tell my dog :roll: ) how beautiful they are, and how much you love feeling their energy.

Good times are coming, and don't you forget it!

But is it possible to lose soo much reality that you cant get it back? Cause thats the way I feel cause ive been this way soo long its like ive lost allmost all reality and it wont come back like its too late for me to get better cause I feel sooooo bad and out there you know ?