I'm a 23 year old male. The otehr night I really didnt want to use a dirty public bathroom so before I went out I sat at the toilet and in a hurry I forced whatever I could out.

The next day, I felt some kind of weird pain near my anus. It was a sensitive feeling bump. Its been about 5 days since this happened now. I barely notice it anymore but if I sit on something hard I notice it. Its about the size of a greenpea I guess and im kind of freaked out and embarassed about this. Im guessing its a hemorrhoid. I dont have insurance either so now im wondering.....

Do these things go away in time ? Will this lump always be there? I know theres creams and ointments like prep h, but I have no pain or itch really. It might give me the kind of itch I get from a mosquito bite but not for more than 20 seconds a day. What im basically wondering is if this lump will sink back under my skin or will the only way to get rid of it be surgery( which I am scared crapless about. Id rather live with it and just not bike anymore) what kind of doctor would I need to see for this if I deicided to have it looked at ? Please answer away at anything you can. I'd really like to know what would happen if I left this untreated...