I am new to this site and the reading is good for me I live in a area where the doctors really do want to touch me and because of my young age and having lupus insurance is to costly for me I only have medicare and the doctors really do not want to be bothered with you with just this all the doctors have left and moved because the economy is bad I was on plaquenil but only we I can get it it costs to much and the programs are always full I have not been going to the doctor because I need food and heating oil I am trying to treat myself and make due and I just pick up here and there my life is not fair to my child and I have made arrangements for him incase I leave but its sad its all about what you can afford