Hello ginnie,
well I agree you are in a mess and at such a young age.
You have to realize that drug addiction is a physical disease, that needs to be treated physically first and perhaps late on psychologically.
Most addicts are hypoglycemic and this can be medically tested with a special glucose tolerance test for hypoglycemia. It is described at our web site under:
"testing for hypoglycemia and how the doctor can help.
Please read:
"treatment of drug addiction"
i think the first step is to be detoxified under medical supervision.
Please also read:
"what is hypoglycemia?" at our web site.
Please discuss this with your parents or with a school counsellor or doctor or therapist.
Jurriaan plesman, ba(psych), post grad. Dip. Clin. Nutr.