This seems pretty simple but I cant figure it out. Im a healthy 20 year old male that has only had 1 sexual experience, not a very good one actually.
Im extremely shy and unable to commit to anything or anyone, hence no relationships with woman, intimately or friendship. I do on the other hand have an extremely active sex drive. I just am to shy to share it with anybody I guess.
Naturally I have been having dreams about sex all the time. Every dream or ever other dream has something to do with me and a girl or multiple girls.
I unfortunately might watch a bit to much porn, would that have alot to do with my dreams? I would imagine by watching that I would have dreams about it.
Do I have an alter ego that is a super studly womanizing jerk? I hope not.
Am I sex deprived? Woman deprived? What do I need?