travis, i am also 16, i have the same problems as you
i'm almost positive that this is a new kind of.. condition, that hasn't been figured out by doctors
ever since christmas, i smoked pot and i did something the wrong way.. i was really stoned, negatively and i was convinced i was dead right there.
the anxiety/panic i had from that night still haunts me at random times in the day.
i've asked alot of my friends about this, they say pot has no effect like that on them
i even went to a doctor about it, told him this and he said it wasn't from drinking or drugs.
he told me it was because of the migraines and stuff my mom had
she only had 4-5 in her life, the visual aura ones
i have had two and they are the most frightening experiences ever.
i had this feeling that he was wrong, he just jumped to that conclusion
he told me it was because of stress and anxiety too.. but thats pretty much just guessing
i am convinced that ever since i have smoked marijuana that i have been messed up with this
almost every night i have been frightened to sleep.. i get that anxietic feeling, its so scary
if anyone knows ANYTHING about this, please message me.. i can't continue to live like it.
but heres the condition
when i try and sleep in the dark i see crazy stuff, i think its just me being really scared, but i'll turn on the tv and see that everything is fine and i'll feel more relaxed.
when i'm in school the lines from my notebook get stuck in my head when i'm copying from the blackboard and it messes me up, and i get panicy.
and basically the visual migraines, i've never had in my life.. i think its because of this.
i can't even sleep over to any of my friends houses without panicing when trying to sleep
almost one to three times a day this bothers me.
even reading about it now gets me panicing, but i want to try and find a solution
take care, we'll all know of this unknown curse some day
-nick