Alright, I admit it, I have an anxiety problem. I have since I was about 12 years old, although I haven't really noticed it that much until now. I don't go to movies with my friends because I have panic attacks. Well, I can control all that but something weird is going on with me recently.
When exams came, I was ok until the math exam where I got extremely anxious and stressed out, like beyond anything i've ever experienced in my life. Right after I went to the barn and rode a crazy horse where I was holding my breath the whole time, absolutely terrified. That night I came home and noticed all of a sudden a severe shortness of breath, and a rapid heartrate that follows. I've now had the shortness of breath and fast heart rate (which is non-stop) for almost two months now and it's driving me crazy! I've seen doctors and been tested for everything and i'm perfectly normal, except for a low magnesium level which is back to normal now.
At the beginning when this happened I would have panic attacks when I came home from riding. My doctors believe that I have anxiety, but is it possible to have a form of anxiety where your heartrate is up constantly, even when your not anxious? Is something chemically imbalanced? Please share your experiences, I really need some comfort thoughts :) also, how can I get through this?