Im really sorry to hear that...I couldnt even begin to imagine what that must be like for you
i was told in the middle of my first pregnancy that neither one of us would survive thru it...After he was born I was told I could never have anymore, a few years later I miscarried, then 6 years later I had another baby...So I do consider myself one of the lucky ones...I was never meant or made to have babies, so I am so very sorry for what happened to you and your baby =`(
how long ago was that??? Have you talked to anyone about it, like a counselor or anything??