Ive had my lupus for almost 4 years now, and have had a transplant due to it attacking my kidneys. So I am on the prednisone full time, (to help with the tx and the lupus) its gotten to the point where the depression is really starting to set it. Ive avoided it before becasue ive been very open with my doctor about it. But this time, its diffeerent.. Im getting depressed because ive run out of projects, and hobbies to do, ive bored myself with everything ive done, and im in a rut, I want so bad to do something, but have no ambition to do it. I need something new to do, ive found myself searching online, but I dont know what im looking for, im just hoping that it will find me. If anyone has any good ideas on what to do thats different from the everyday type of hobbies.. I would love to hear them.