I have a problem. Its been in my mind for along time now and it's been really affecting my life.
I always have feelings of sadness, sometimes I even feel like braking out and crying. Sometimes I don't eat right and ive noticed my sleeping time go up. I sometimes wake up at night and cant get back to sleep. Sometimes it takes me along time to get to sleep.
I also have an intense fear of people. Even with friends I get tense and scared I will say something wrong. Much of the time I base myself around what others think. I always fear what they think of me and how I will be judged. Sometimes I sweat when I get anxious when its not hot. Sometimes I get a sick feeling all over my body and sometimes I feel like I cant even breath.
I also get paranoid and easily jealous over the smallest things. I worry over my girl friend endlessly and I get very paranoid over situations and people.
I also talk to myself very often, sometimes without even realizing. I get strange looks from people and some people think im very weird.
I feel as if im falling apart inside. I never stop thinking about negative things. Much of the time I get headaches, feel dizzy or have a little memory loss. Sometimes I feel as if im worthless and I see my outlook on the future is pessimistic. Please someone give me insight, I don't know whats wrong with me. I feel crook in the head.