I have been pregnant 10 times, four of those times I knew the next morning I was prenant. I had 6 miscarriages, one of them a partial mole and one 4 months along. I did not ask for a miracle baby but my heart did long for more children. I began having trouble in my female organs from promiscuous husband, and eventually led to removal of my uterus and cervix. Later at lab results they found cervical cancer--i was 25 years old.
I remember in the hospital I wanted to cry for I realized I would no longer be able to have another baby, this peace feel on me like I had never known before and quieted my heart. This was august 1986(19 years ago this month). I had more troubles and husband in an out of my life. This one time we met at a motel to be with one another, while my children were at his girlfriends. He was in the pot, and I in the living quarters. I heard this still small voice saying "a miracle baby" that was 18 years ago in june.
I eventually almost had my ovaries also removed from problems same symptoms as before, went to the hospital and had this severe reaction to the meds before surgery. They cancelled surgery and when I went back they said all the cysts were gone. I have never had any more symptoms like that since. That was about 17 or so years ago.
This year in june I awoke from a dream(vision) about my miracle baby and I knew it was time(exactly to the month 18 years after I received the promise), I felt it in my spirit. My new husband and I almost broke up for good july of this year. We got back together on the 9th of july and had make up sex for 10 days straight, during this time I dint feel the semen come back out of me. Like there was a hole in my vaginal opening.
This is my story since then. I was having the middle pains from 8th until the 12th. Always have them for 5 days and I always feel them, during that time is when I ovulate. (know im ovulating cuz I attack my husband then) I woke up the morning of the 10th with this burning in my stomach, food tasted funny, no appetite. On the 12th the middle pains stop and I get these other pains which I have felt the whole rest of the time. Sometimes very sharp and with lightheadedness, my private is swollen, stabbing pains in my breasts, splochy colored areolas, montgomery glands filling up, nausea, almost vomited couple times, swelling in my stomache, very weird pains in my stomach, thirst like I have never had be4, dont like sweets anymore, dont like salty, cramps in my legs, all test come back completely normal, except I am in the luteal phase in my ovaries, but it should have stopped 14 days after ovulation if not fertilized egg. If fertilized should still be happening. Have not had the return of the middle pains, which I have every time. It has been 6.2 weeks since ovulation pains. Pains in my back, freg urination, gassy, heartburn, gagging reflex when brushing tongue, pains pains pains, feel like movement of a swooshing thing in my left side, feel a mass in my abdomen. Baby should be like 1 inch long bag of water should be like tennis ball size or so, and that is what I feel. Something about that size, feet swollen, hands swollen, I look younger, after all these hormones have not been used for a long time, in my body. The preg hormones. Swelling in breast, areola bigger now, headaches, back pains just over where ovaries are in my stomach, I have almost passed out 2 or 3 different times. Pains in vagina, pains with intercourse, press on my stomach and makes me sick to my stomach. This has been 6.2 weeks from the ovulation pains, dr would say 8.2 weeks preg. I dont think I forgot anything.
I go to the dr on the 30 for follow up for the u/s of my ovaries.
I have not passed preg urine test, but with my last son I had to be 7 weeks or more for test to show up. ( I know that was 20 yrs ago, but same thing happened to my daughter just 2 years ago) I was 6.4 weeks when I did last urine test, I am now 8,2 weeks by dr timeline and I think I could pass one now, but cant buy one.
This is why I believe I am, I know I am!!
You be the judge?? What do you think?