Hi, I agree that enduring some bad side effects are better than putting up with seizures.
Deprokote, for me.............Was one of those medications that had too many down side effects. After taking it for quite some time, I was @ the point of saying i'd rather put up with seizure activity than have to deal with all the side effects I experienced. Side effects like "feeling out of it", always sleepy [i'd fall asleep during a sentence - this was most frustrating to my husband]. The weight gain was considerable and my gums didn't overgrow (as my neurologist suggested they might) it did just the opposite [that's probable due to the fact that my neuro told me to brush extra well] - my dentist told me to never listen to a neuro about things involving dentistry, always consult a dentist [good idea]. I now have sensative teeth. :(
deprokote was years ago for me, i've since been taken off it [because regardless of the side effects, it did nothing to control my seizures].
Since deprokote, i've been place on and taken off of dilantin and klonapin. Two medications I never want to take again. Talk about side effects! :!:
i'm currently taking felbatol and keppra for seizure control. This seems to be a better solution. :d the side effects are minimal -- weight loss [weighed 140lbs when started taking felbatol, 3 months (of living hell) later, I weighed 115 lbs - I lived on apples (the only thing my system would keep down, every thing else came back up); I do have days where I become dizzy easier; I have to stay away from greasy, fatty foods (they don't seem to react well - gives me major stomach pain - this has only happened since taking felbatol],, headaches & nausua seems to be a side effect of every medication on the market. The good thing is that I don't have this cluster of days where all I have is partial-complex seizures! Since felbatol, I still have a good number of seizures; but, they have been downgraded to "simple seizures". These are easier to deal with (they can still drive one looney; but, at least there's more control.) my neuro added keppra ~ 3 years ago to see if it would help further reduce # of simple seizures. It's done fair. Side effects are bearable - nausea, headaches, dizziness (sometimes), losing your train of thought among others (sometimes). The addition of keppra seems to have some further control on seizure activity [except during that time of the month ].
Good luck and take care!