Hi.....Sorry you feel so awful....You need to go see your dr straight away hun.....You are really depressed and need some support.Have you any family or friends that can help you through this?
It truly is a horrible feeling to be so low and desperate,plz plz go visit a close friend and tell her/him how you are feeling and ask them to go along to the drs with you ... Sending you a big hug :)

First of all you need to pray and tell jesus what you need, ask him for his help. Embrace what jesus has to offer. Don't committ suicide b/c of an unfaithful husband. Believe it or not he has been unfaithful to you and you need to deal with the issues that ya'll have. Try family counseling b/c you'll need it. Love yourself first b/c you have to have love for yourself b/f you can try to give love to others. Do you understand where i'm coming from? I hope so. Get yourself healthy and then try to deal with one issue at a time. Your child needs you and I need you to be strong and keep on keeping on. Life has its obstacles but remember that you are not alone and someone has worse problems than the ones that we're dealing with. Depression is a hard thing to deal with but we all have to stay strong. Hold your head up and try to stay positive. Go talk with your local priest or pastor, family memebers, friends, just talk to someone that you trust. Remember jesus loves you and so do i! Let know whats going on with you. Email me anytime.

Icomitted a crime which I have a lawyer and admitting guilt. On 3/2 I go to federal court for the 1st. date to follow with a sentencing 8 weeks later. My health is poor and my family talks to me like I'm some stupid person. We are losing our home soon and I don't even know where to live.
I'm tired...I hafve tried to stay focused and positive, but everyday something else gets added on....I just can't and don't want to deal with this anymore.

Sometimes people are led astray by temptation. Since monogamy isn't actually natural, it's human imposed state, your husband loves you - but hey some woman might have come on really strong with him. If she gave him an std she probably does it alot so he didn't stand a chance of resisting her seduction. Since men are supposedly mostly visual it's not really all that hard to snare us...

So ... it was probably a one night stand when his hormones took over. If George cloony or brad bit stripped down in front of you and started pressing your buttons, would you be able to resist?

So it's just that, hormones. His heart and mind belong to you. Don't stress it. It's not you. It's mother nature. It happened, it sucks, but it's in the past now.