Help!!! I want responses, I appreciate your time and imput
my boyfriend, whom I am in love with, we have been together a year and half, it was really great the first half, lately it has either been really good, or a living hell.
He yells at me, veins pop out of his head, his face turns red like a lobster
his heart rate increases sometimes he has sweat pouring down his face
he yells at me that I am not good in bed
he yells at me that I take things from him, he drives me around, but I often give him twenties here and there for gas.
I don't have a car, so I can't drive him places.
He wants me to spend the weekend there, as much time as I can
and now he wants me to pay for the towels he washes, and electricity and food.
He never said anything before. Today, he says I owe him at least 3,ooo.
I don't have money for a car for myself,
he yells at me if I am dressed nice when I had to go to a meeting
and I really wasn't, I did not have makeup just pants, a shirt, and a sweater...?
He has dislusional thought, I am more than 5o pounds overweight, and he thinks every other guy in the world wants me, it doesn't make sense.
I am afraid of him, I wanted to break up with him before, but then things were ok, and then we are driving in car, and he turns down a neighborhood, and pulls over, he says, leave my purse in the car, and get out, as I would have to walk a long long walk home.
There is no public transportaion or sidewalks around here.
When I am at his house, he can be loving,sweet, kind, most romantic and generous, and a love bug, cute, beautiful, smart, helpful, wonderful
and then I do something he doesn't like, or what I say, or how I say it
or how I answer the phone, with "what's up" vs. Saying hello.
He flips out, does a 180, screams at me, says the f word constantly
i think I should leave him based on the negative aspects of him
but I know it will be a living nightmare, I don't know what he is going to do
i don't know if it bipolar, he seeks a dr, says he was dignosed withbipolar 11 type.
Thanks for listening, pray for me, that would help.
I want this guy to be happy, I just don't want it to be hell, when I break up with him, I mean, when, how do I do it?
