Hi, my name is vaughn. I saw how you ladies help each other out and how you have support for one another and I just thought you would like to hear my story. I am 18 years old, as of jan 8th, and on jan 15, I had a baby girl named alixandrya rhyanne. Shes everything i've ever wanted. Although she will never meet her dad, other than though pictures and movies he made while he was away, I want to be the best for her. Her dad was killed in iraq jan 1st of this year on his way home. His name was alexander rhyan. I named her after him. Shes only 15 days old and she looks just like him, sometimes it hurts me to look at her or hold her. Today, his mother and I watched the movie he had made for alix and i. He looked so happy to be coming home in it, he said I miss you both so much, I can't want to see you vaughn and you too alix. He had to leave the day I found out I was having her and the last thing he said to me was, I will be home to see you and my baby again. I know being a soldier was his job, but I wish he could have pick another. I miss him so very much and I wish I could have seen him one more time. I wish he was still here for alix when she gets older. Thats my story, I just need some sort of a hobby for the next few weeks until I can go back to work.