Schizophrenia And Magical Super Powers Posted: 01-29-05 07:33am
I am a paranoid schizophrenic, and at
times I feel the disorder is actually a
benefit, I think getting to know peoples
personalities is much easier....And just
the other day I made my neighbors head
explode with mind power, should I up the
dose of my medication or keep these
special powers to save man kind....??
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Clinicofgeniuses
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Posted: 01-29-05 17:01pm
Nah....It is alreay being saved by a gang
of covert anti-terroists whom have
developed the science behind "special mind
powers".
Everybody has them, it's just that
schizophrenia is most likely a genetic
trait enhancment of mankind. More than
likely you will end up going around in
circles, but all the best!
What you should ask yourself is how long
can you keep it up.
Truth probably best be told that you will
have to make up your own mind on this.
Goodluck! :)
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zoobone
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Making Up My Mind.......... Posted: 01-29-05 19:28pm
Well ..... It's seems a path to inner
peace is most important, chaotic and
uncontrollable thoughts are not one of my
goals, even though a roller coaster of
moods and thoughts can make life more of a
thrill ......
Schizophrenia is something only the
anti-psychotic medication can control, but
then i'm left with the side effects from
anti-psychotic medications ..... My
social life and dope can also effect this
disease, leaving me to wonder if anyone
out there has found a balance of remedies
to cure themselves from the horrific life
of being a paranoid schizophrenic .... ?
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Clinicofgeniuses
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Posted: 01-29-05 20:38pm
Well I wrote a nice little piece for you.
But then I forgot to type in my user
name and password so the message was
lost...It came down to this.
1. The universe if fundametally good,
not neutral or bad.
And
2. You may have to suffer for a while,
but this is all temporary, as you did not
know you would have to realize this
oh and
3. Just make the choices that give you
clarity
4. Oh and choices will define your life
and your "condition" irregardless of how
severe your condition may be
later bro
one more thing...The best way to know you
are making the right choices, is not make
any for while. That way when you finally
make one, you will know whether it is
yours or not.
Take it nice an easy and stick to the good
parts of your choices......
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zoobone
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No Need to Stress Posted: 01-30-05 07:05am
Ahhh, why the hell should any one bother,
i'm bored as a house wife, and all these
contraptions aghhhh ! At least the voices
have gone for a while, what next ? Damn
it !
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Clinicofgeniuses
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Posted: 01-30-05 09:19am
I did not know you were a house-wife. My
apologies.
Bored yes, I do understand this. You
need a release. Maybe a
hobby....Something
what I am suggesting is...To pick an
interest in your life. One tangible,
interest. Something you can touch.
When you find it. Throw all your
thoughts at this. Let your thoughts wrap
around that subject.
Then ofcourse, the voices should start
speaking of themselves about that subject.
Ahhh the voices. The voices a long
time ago, ... Along long time ago, use
to be called "the logos". The logos was
the highest desire of that time because it
afforded a view into a positive
interpretation of the world. Meaning,
that they would discuss items of interest
about the world and their immeditate
future, with this voice (voices in a
poorly grapse dmind..But I am getting
ahead of myself), and then the voice would
suggest to them what to do. And then you
would so "oh"... Or "ahha" or that
"doesn't make sense" or "i don't buy
that" (what ever is the colloquialism of
your area...Aussy talk, for instance).
So,... Then in a well developed
interpretation of the logos (your
emotional disposition will dictate the
"interpretation") th elogos then will
either respond back to you with a retort,
or it will be satisfied with your answer.
Ofcourse back then. Things were
different socially/behaviorly. I am
talking about the greco-roman era. People
wanted the logos. This was a common
practice. Here in the modern western
world. People arn't going to hear of it.
They don't want you to say that the way
to live your life is to listen to voices
in your head. I gather that this is not
your desire either. So there is a way to
deal with this and "kill to birds with one
stone".
What you want to do is discuss with
the voice. The logos. That you are not
interested in discussing with it anymore.
And as long as the conversation remains
to your liking. That is that you are
trying to convince it that you don't want
to talk to it anymore. Then it
eventually will go away. Really most
likely, and this is my experience. Is
that the voice goes to a lowe rurgency or
level of interaction. It becomes less
overt and audible. It becomes
subliminal. When this happens you switch
to monitoring your actions rather than the
voice. But this is all far into the
future. Maybe months. Depending on how
long you have been experiencing the
voices. Like everything else. It take
practice and time. The only thing that
you willl have to worry about is the
excitatory effects. Try not to become
engrossed with aewsome or exciting ideas.
It is ok to indulge every once in a
while. You know when you have had
enough. But being too excited will cause
you to loose focus and perhaps the voices
will come back. Just remember that you
own the conversation, because it is in
your head. Accept no substitues. You
are in control and you always have been.
:-)
one more thing...Try to focus on things
that you can deal with in the imediate
future. That way you will gain greater
internal integrity to manage your
emotional disposition and hence your
control over the voices and any other
negative effects. Dealing with the
immediate world forces greater immediate
understanding. "baby steps" as they say.
It will all build on itself.
Eventually you will look back and say,
"wow....I didn't realize my boring world
had such potential."
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Clinicofgeniuses
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Posted: 01-30-05 18:32pm
Hey listen, I realized that ,if, all this
sounds to wierd, lol.... :wink: then
don't worry about it. It's important
that you feel good about what you want to
do. I just thought the voices were your
biggest concern.
This is only one of countless venues of
understanding that can lead to where you
want to be. I hope atleast this was
entertaining.
I had voices once, no they are an
antagonism from time to time in another
form. But I can rationalize them so I
don't worry any more about them.
Sometimes I suffer but I don't take it to
heart or let it get the best of me. I
just take my time realizing that it's only
temporary and that when I choose sometimes
it's a vehicle for fun. Like I said, I
know when I have had enough and I just put
it down. "it" get's upset at me, but I
just tell it that if it doesn't liek it
then it can leave. Now it jsut comes
down to unpleasant memories. That's all
they are. Not reality...And "they" know
that.
All the best,
d aka. Cog
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zoobone
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God Damn !! I Think Your Right. Posted: 01-31-05 06:30am
I've heard something similar to your
advice on tv, i'm not sure if you've heard
schizophrenia is a chemical imbalance of
the brain, talking to yourself can help
this, hmmmmm I don't know ??