I am so in love with this man and have been sense I got to know him and everything, about 4 weeks ago we went through some hard times and he left me, we still talked and everything but were not together. He left for toronto for work and never called for 10 days....He really hurt me, so I befriended this really nice man. We hung out a couple times but never did anything, I never had any intention of doing anything, so I don't understand why I lied to my man. When he came back from toronto he came to me first thing to tell me how much he loved me and wanted to be with me. I told this other guy that and he got really mad, I didn't understand because I never led him on and I never wanted anything other than a friend. My x boyfriend met him and thought something was going on because of the way the other man was acting. When he asked me about him I lied and told him we had never hung out alone. To sum it all up they ended up talking and now my x wants nothing to do with me because I lied. How do I make it up to him, I love him so much and I know he loves me to. I am so scared I going to lose him.

Does anyone have any advice anything I really need him back in my life I am emyty without him, how do I make him believe that???????