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pebblesinthesun

New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 07 Jan 2005
Posts: 14
Location: Florida
Help! I Can't Stop This Monster Within.
Posted: 01-16-05 17:35pm

I'm anorexic/bulimic, and I am battling this moster within for 20 years. I'm in counseling, and it seems to be helping a little.
I was doing good with staying away from the bulimia, however, last night my father decided to tell me I ate to much because I was eating some cookies and milk. He bet me $100 that he ate less than I do, and then told me that I needed to lose my ass. I threw up I was so upset. I had not threw up in 6 months. Now, i'm scared to eat anything because everytime I eat something it ends up in my throat, and I have to get rid of it.

I can't make myself eat any more. I know I suppose to for health reasons, but i've just lost hope. Please, if anyone has any suggestions on beating this monster let me know.

Thanks
pebbles, (talkinnay@hotmail.Com
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Super_K

Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 13 Jan 2005
Posts: 50

Posted: 01-16-05 19:55pm

I think if its that bad you should check into a rehab center for your own good! :?:
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hurt28

New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 15 Dec 2004
Posts: 49
Location: lowell
Its Ok
Posted: 01-17-05 11:10am

Hey I no how you feel I have so many ppl calling me fat and I just ignore them I dont care I dont wanna stop being bullimic not till I am happy with my self....
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ktrryan

New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 20 Jan 2005
Posts: 3
Location: Michigan

Posted: 01-20-05 20:13pm

Sometimes our family members are the last to realize how harmful their words can be. Don't listen to everyone else, listen to your own heart. It sounds as if you know you have a problem and you need help, now you just have to make a commitment to do something about it. Funny, if I could only take my own advice!
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hurt28

New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 15 Dec 2004
Posts: 49
Location: lowell
Hey
Posted: 01-22-05 10:10am

Ya I no I always say im ganna stop but some how I always end up doing what I ahve done!! And it reallly suxs I just wish I never started to do this I think the main reson was because every one would call me fat in middle school and I just couldnt take it any more. Yesterday I was talking to this boy at lunch and I was lik oh u need a hair cut and he like got mad and he was like u need to loose weight I wanted to die right there I was like so up set and here I am stuffing my face w/ food and he has to say that I felt sooo upset.So of coures I went to the bathroom and well.. U no the rest.. And I was doing soo good it would have been almost a 2 weeks... I was doing it everyday .... Welll ttyl ok bye
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